EH-LEYN.ismyname.

freedom

2008-10-23T14:10:00.002+08:00

finally.
SCHOOL IS OVEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEER ! :D:D:D

but, idk why i felt so down today.
i mean, seriously ..
last day of school was like POOF. -,-
oh sure, fun a bit but ..
i could tell tht ppl knew i was in a bad mood.
which was like proved by another pinch.
fck off. no mood to play.

grr, busy schedule. }(
it'd finally be sweet heaven from 30Nov. (x
but before tht .. sigh. -,-
busy, busy, busy.
when's my slack time ?

it's because we are humans, tht we learn to move on.
nice right ?
qouted from Chobits. (:

I WANT TH NCDCC UNIT CAMP ! :D:D:D
but eww`ness to th food. >,<
were they serious abt tht ?!?
oh well, one must learn to survive in times of need. (x
but it's still gross th way they explained it. >,<

bored.

2008-10-20T12:23:00.003+08:00

so bored.
so bored.
so bored.

i thought it was finished but it wasn't. }(
now i have to wait.
and it's not th only thing i'm waiting for.
still have at least 3 more. -,-

so.
fcked.
up.

oh yeah, one more thing.
things are getting waaaaaaaaaaaay confusing.
and i dont mean my life,
i meant th way i read webcomics. -,-
i've been reading a hell lot of mangas lately tht,
i find myself reading comics from th right.
it confuses my brains so so much. >,<
especially when i'm alternately reading it.
one tab for manga, one tab for comic.
lalala .. (x

why ..

2008-10-19T19:45:00.002+08:00

i'm confused once again,
but not troubled.
in fact, tht's why i'm confused.

from th things happening arnd me,
i'd expected myself to cry at night.
but, i'm not.
in fact, i feel peace.
but yet,
i feel like my smiles are forced and fake.
i feel alone but i'm not saddened abt it.
i feel like ppl talk behind my back but i dont care abt it.
feelings and emotions all mixed up,
and it leaves me nothingness.
i'm sorry if i'm a downer but,
i just needed to get it out somehow.

groans

2008-10-17T20:54:00.003+08:00

groan, groan and more groans.

let's make this brief okay ? (x

knew our marks and rankings.
sold out all our stuff at th workshop thing.
enjoyed tht a-certain-someone got hit by th STAR. :D
Lalala~
crapped arnd th classroom after school with peepur. :D
hugged Lizhen for th longest time tht i did. :D:D:D
let JunHao and Lizhen take my left boot.
as long as they didn't dirty it, it was okay luh. :D
let them have their fun, (x
seniors got badges and had a field trip,
while we cleaned out th half-room. -,-
talked to JunHao abt something while doing what i was supposed to do. -,-
finished and we were let off.

talked to JunHao again while waited for th npcc to finish.
nobody else to talk to liao. -,-
plus, i can bully him abt something, haha. :D
but he managed to bully me back at th canteen.
Lizhen, ShanJing and HongRong toooooooooooooooooo. D:
th worse one was th name tag part. -,-
it was freaking disgusting okay ?
and th trio, ShanJing HongRong and JunHao,
were like crap while we walked to Senja lrt. -,-
and actually found out something.
i dont get it but i guess it's a guy's point of view.

omgomgomg.
i cant believe until now okay ?
i cant believe i got 4th position in class.
and 13th in th whole level. :D
andandand sorry teddy bear. D:
didn't mean to make it until blue-black but,
you just piss me off until i lose it. -,-
if you stop slapping, i'll stop pinching. (:
andandand thx for th help, yea ?
i'll keep my part of our bargain, dont worry.
but it MAY take some time before you get th results you want. -,-

wee ! :D

2008-10-16T22:42:00.003+08:00

tomorrow will be th 2nd last day in school. :D

but still have cca. -,-
WHY WHY WHY ?!? D:
will be getting our class photos soooooooooooooooooooooon. :D
and we finished off our EW thing.
will be selling tomorrow, (:

quite happy with my results,
but also a little dissapointed.
5A`s and 2B`s.
eng, math and hist a bit disappointed luh.
i hoped for higher, ):
but i'm super happy with my geog. :D:D:D
from 2-marks-fail to sky-high-A1 ! :D:D:D

i'm planning something, (x
hoping everyone can go, :D

sick. -,-

2008-10-14T16:39:00.003+08:00

-cough.
-sniff.
-wheeze.

i walke through th rain,
tht's why i'm so freaking sick right now.
th room is spinning and my eyes keep drooping down.
and th worst part ..
asthma. -,-
i get it every morning.
as well as every night,
since thursday.
looks like th whole family became sick.
at least, Dylan, Dynel & momma did.
sigh. -,-
oh yeah, got our Maths & Science result today, (:
Maths-A2
Science-A1
disappointing. -,-
nehmindddddddddddddddddddddddddd.

moment of weakness.

yayness !! :D

2008-10-12T20:52:00.002+08:00

teehee, ^-^

hahaha, i'm a sucker for those kind of stories, ^-^
you know,
how a girl and guy starts out as rivals,
then slowly becomes friends with each other,
one of them falls in love with th other,
another friend notices it & encourages th person to tell th other person how they feel.
then comes when th two friends become closer than before,
th confession comes,
then following day,
th person who got th shocker,
starts acting dazed and blurred but th person who confessed still acts like they're friends.
dreamy & distant days pass and th person who got th shocker,
suddenly realizes tht they were in love with th person all along.

so cliche.
but yeah,
i'm a sucker for it. ^-^v
probably because i think i see it happen a lot of times,
but without th rival in th beginning and th happy ending.
sad right ?
th friends become closer, one confesses then POOF !
long friendship gone. ):
or nothing basically happens.
confesses, then nothingness.
ouch too right ?
oh yeah, th story above ?
yeah, tht's exactly th love story of CCS.
well, not exactly .. just missing a few teeny details. ^-^
anyway,
i'm a Sakura-Syaoran FAN ! :D
screw anyone who hates their cute-ness. -,-

if i'm sounding extremely childish,
get used t it. ^-^v
i wanna buy th manga since ..
like W.I.T.C.H. ,
th animated versions are different from th manga/comic versions.
weird right ?
why can't they make it exactly th same ?

oh yeah bay-beh !
i officially announce tht i'm over it, (:
seriously,
i was thinking abt it and i couldn't feel th same feelings a had before.
it's like everything was erased.
i'm kind of glad for th. (:
but who knows what ppl want to belive ..
i just know tht i'm over it, (:
i dont care what they say,
i dont like anyone right now,
and tht's th truth, (:

hey-ho, :D

2008-10-11T22:15:00.003+08:00

been a while since i posted,
considering exams are finally finally over, :D:D:D

but, considering my life,
something just HAD to make my life worse. -,-
i am DEAD serious.
WHAT TH FCK IS HE THINKING ?!?!
i can't stand him. }(
but i AM worried. :S
what ?
just like someone said,
it hurts for me to know this.
since we ARE kinda close.
okay, not close enough for secrets but close enough to hurt in times lik this.
anyway,
thx to someone for cheering me up. (:
and another someone for telling me all this, (:
he IS like an onii-chan (whatever th japanese spelling is )to me. ^-^v

WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE !
i finally finished CCS, :D:D:D
it's so .. EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ! 8DD
i freaking LOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOVE IT ! :D:D:D
oh yeah, i'm a FAN. :D
now, let's see ..
i've finished W.I.T.C.H. season 1,
all CCS episodes & movies.
seems litte. -,-
maybe i'll watch W.I.T.C.H. season 2,
Tsubasa Chronicles and
Inuyasha. :D
i'm thinking of starting Inuyasha and at th same time ..
relive th CCS love story, :3
i so so love them !!
so kawaii, ^-^v

maybe i can convince my parents to hold it. 8D
it'd be rocking if they said yes ! :D

KABOOM !

2008-10-08T22:40:00.002+08:00

time check here is 10.39 pm :D

YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS !
EXAMS ARE FINALLY OVERRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR ! :D:D:D
i am so frigging happy luh, :D:D:D

Entrepenuer (whatever to th spelling) was boring luh. -,-
but i sang songs with Faith through th boring parts, :D
hahaha, :D
after tht went Subway at BPP with ppl. :D
walked arnd but i was freaking annoyed.
i seriously dont get what's so fun abt following THEM arnd. -,-
i didn't even get to print th pics leh, D:
saturday going to Eos' house, i HAVE to get it printed by then !
maybe tomorrow can go.

5 whole days no school ! :D
i'm celebrating by watching Cardcaptor Sakura !! 8DD
which is why i'm posting so late, (x
it's nice okay ? (x
i remember it like in th past,
so it kind of brings back memories, :D
plus, i didn't managed to finish it back ten. =.=
oh yeah,
thursday, friday & saturday, ppl want to go CCK complex to train for Sports' day, :D
i'll run then change then head on to Sembawang ! :D
i am going to get 'Wait For You' from Eos,
no matter what ! :D:D:D

i need to sleep now, (:
have to get up at 8. -,-
still need to prepare what.
good thing i can walk straight to th complex, :D
night`sies. :D

y'all good lor.
keep secrets from me. T.T
D:D:D:

i wanna buy a 2GB memory stick !
my 1GB is EXPLODING !! D:D:D:
how to get th money ? T.T

friends ? HAH !

2008-10-06T17:33:00.005+08:00

yeah, yeah, yeah.

i screamed like fck okay ?
big deal. -,-

--DELETED--
you know what ?
i'm not able to hold long-term grudges no matter how hard i try. -,-
fck.

chemicals react.

2008-10-04T21:56:00.003+08:00

okay,
random`ity time. :D

#1 - i'm so in love with this song right now ! 8D
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PIDoPETif8g
CLICK IT ! CLICKKKKKKKKKKKKKK ! :D:D:D
oh yeah,
if i know you & you have this song,
can you send it to me ?
pretty pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee ? (:

#2 - LOL, i found this hidden treasure. (:
Hahaha, :D
it's from Samuelson, xD
i LOL`ed when i saw it. :D
if you cannot read it,
" To mae, u r a very reliable person, everytime ur "fruit tree" fren tell u secret u don tell me when I ask u ): From:Samuelson"
LOL, everyone made these before th school ended, (:
i couldn't find th ones from FruitTree though, ):
sad, D:

#3 - Studying is soooooooooo boring.
especially if you have other books to read.
maybe i shouldn't have borrowed from th library,
but i just couldn't resist. (x

#4 - and th most important one of th day ..
drumroll please ..
i hate guys who have shoulder-length hair. }(
especially if it's curly.
but, URGH, what do these guys want to look like ?
th dream girl they're looking for ?
i mean seriously,
long & curly-flowing just doesn't suit guys,
it's pretty much for girls.

we have come to th end of random`ity, (:
oh yeah,
to those ppl -AHEM*Edward`brother & ShiYun`bastard*-AHEM,
i'll get right on doing th blogs y'all want me to work on, (:
by next week, at least one of th blogs will be put up/fixed, (:
promise, i'll do it. (:

2008-10-03T17:48:00.003+08:00

not in a good mood so i'll make this brief.

after th easy Geog paper,
Me & ShiYun went to Faith's house to change.
met Daryl, QingFu & HongRong at Subway.
didn't really study much in th library.
borrowed books and they wanted to go Subway again.
so we ate again.
while we were all talking,
momma called me abt th bad news.
i was freaking shaky when i went back in.
thx to all of them for making me laugh though,
bus`ed home with ShiYun but,
i missed th Lot1 stop so i made a whole freaking loop back to Lot1.

why i'm in a bad mood ?
- i have no freaking way to use my earphones down.
- th bus ride was damn long and i felt like a retard. -,-
- i want to cry when i see my baby brother. (although i'm glad i didn't have to see th whole thing happen. i just couldn't have taken it.)
- something

--DELETED--
i've cooled down enough to delete it.

ROCKING !

2008-10-01T14:33:00.007+08:00

you see th proud flag ?

GO GIANTS ! (x

LOL, i'm so far away manzxz, :D

warm-ups.

Purefoods warm-ups, :D

Purefoods Tender Juicy ~~HotDog~~Giants. xD

Giants' players. :D

th night was awesome ! :D:D:D
one of th best ! :D:D:D
almost made up for missing yesterday's study grp, (x

in my opinion,
i came home just in time. -,-
nehminddddd.
ate at Orchard then went to th Indoor Stadium. :D
Lalala~
so many ppl there, 8D
Maan, Danna and sibs, Ralph & ~~Louis~~ were present.
only ateMae, Eos & Danielle wasn't there, ):
OHGOSH !
i saw Vaulter [whatever to th spelling] and his lil sis. :x
ooooooh, bad memories. :S
hahaha, saw Arbie & Tian(x2), :D
Aaron tooooooo, xD
so lots of ppl, 8D

game was rocking ! :D
i shouted and screamed until my head wanted to explode. :D:D:D
oh yeah,
and i almost lost my voice. -,-
too bad Giants lost, ):
almost everybody in th stadium was cheering for them okay ..
seriously no home team advantage. -,-
then th ref was like _l_
i am serious okay,
so many abvious reasons.
got times th audience shouted at th ref. -,-
even threw things down okay.
yeah, it was tht bad. -,-
oh yeas,
it rocked so much.

after th game,
all of us waited at th players' exit there.
played & cam`ed arnd with th peeps. :D
TitoWency was nuts as usual, :D
Ralph was piss`ier than usual. -,-
he put a winged-ant on my hoodie. _l_
and Maan, Danna & I were on th secret mission. (x
only managed to get 2 pics.
but nehmindddddddddddd.
oh well, enjoy th rest of th pics, (x

can you believe this was stolen ? (x

HAHAHA, cannot see me luh, :D

her name is Ella. :D i know .. i look stupid. -,-

hahaha, this is JamesYap. 8D credits to TitoWency for th pic. :p

her name is Danna. :D i hate my hair. -,-

this is Ella again. :D

his name is ~~Louis~~. looking for th Purefoods ? (x

hahaha, another stolen pic of Maan. xD

i'm alone,

i still look stupid. -,-

Ralph's feet are seriously HUGE okay.

his name is Ralph, LOL. :D

- SNAP !

BORING !

2008-09-26T10:19:00.003+08:00

this.
is.
so.
BORINGGGGGGGGGGGGGG !

i'm at home while everybody else is having their MT papers. }(
RAHHHHHHHH !
it's so freaking boring here !
oh yeah, i'm studying later.
History to be exact.
groans, i'll try to stay awake while reading though. -,-
peace out ! :D

must cheer up okay ? (:
you shouldn't let one stupid paper ruin your HIGH spirit ! :D
esp. since th paper was set by YIP. -,-
must LAUGH, SCREAM, PLAY ! :D:D:D
and if you're still mopey,
i'll blame Marcus for everything. -,-
smile okay, m'dear ? (:
ILY ! :D:D:D

cbox in other blog has been put up ! :D
appreciated if you leave a tag, (x
never mind leaving no tags here ..
just leave tags at th other blog,
since i'll be using it anyway, (x

oh crud. -,-

2008-09-22T18:41:00.002+08:00

i realized ..
i'm becoming more & more vulgar as each day passes. :x

oooh,
complained abt Friday happenings, :x
had FN practical today. (:
success leh, :D
our sheperd's pie rocked ! :D:D:D
during MT, we had our class photo. :x
i cant believe i'm th 2nd shortest girl manzxc, }(
this is th first time i sat on th chair leh. -,-
nehminddddddddddd. -,-
YIP never came ! :D:D:D
th class was quiet but mischievious at th same time. -,-

after school,
study group`ed with Michelle, ShiYun, Faith, HongRong & Daryl. :D
we were studying then it slowly became boring. -,-
so i suggested we play TRUTH OR DARE ! :D:D:D
HAHAHA ! xD
nothing funny much before Michelle & Daryl left.
only after they left then everything was a laugh-a-thon ! xD
i am serious ! xD
i even sacrificed my phone for DARE uses okay ?
then everybody kept turning to me for DARE suggestion, xD
HAHAHA, xD
but they bullied me leh ! D:
my dare was more and bigger than any of theirs, D:D:D:
nehmindddddddddddd, -,-
cant wait for tomorrow's study grp ! :D:D:D
HAHAHA, :D

sometimes i dont care,
sometimes i feel angry,
sometimes i feel worried.
idk what to do anymore, ):
th feeling just comes back to me randomly, D;

deleted.

2008-09-20T12:03:00.002+08:00

deleted yesterday's post.
for reasons you need not know, (:

shop`ed for home econ things today with ShiYun, :D
ooh, i am broke. -,-
right now, i'm hoping tht we're going to bball, :D:D:D
i need rest for once in a while you know, (x

yesterday:
in summary,
he's a fcked up ~~bastard~~BITCH.
a pervert one at tht. }(
he doesn't deserve to be called a bastard.
why ?

1) me & ShiYun was having a water fight when he so extra, joined.
2) not only did he splash/dumped 4-5 bottles of water on me, he also
did th same to ShiYun.
3) he went in th girls' toilet, just to spray on me again.
4) he threw ShiYun bottle to me and hit my arm.
5) he still had th face to walk to th LRT with us.

disgrace to wsss ncc, }(
special and appreciated thx to th ppl who helped me & ShiYun, (:
note:
this is lesser vulgarities than what i posted (and deleted) yesterday.
i'm still pissed off, okay ?

what a fcked up pervert thing to do, }(

MP4 :D

2008-09-17T12:34:00.002+08:00

LALALA ! :D:D:D

MP4`ing now, (:
hahaha, :D
teacher let us do anything in th com lab, (x
now, very boring here. -,-
trying to pass th time, (:
oh oh oh !
i did this name-in-a-circle thing with oneB, :D
well, except for one name.
he sucks. and you better know it. -,-

hahaha, buh-bye for now. :D
piece of advice, read th story below, (x
it's nice luh, :D:D:D

just 'cause, (:

2008-09-16T18:05:00.002+08:00

i found this and thought it was touching, (:

As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me.She was my so-called 'best friend'. I stared at her long, silky hair. I wished she were mine, but she didn't notice me like that.And I knew it. After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before, and I handed them to her.She said 'thanks' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her. I wanted her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why. 11th Grade... The phone rang. It was her on the other end. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, a Drew Barrymore movie,and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me,said 'thanks,' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy.And I don't know why. 12th Grade... The day before prom she walked to my locker. 'My date is sick,' she said. He's not going to go. Well, I didn't have a date and in 7th grade we made a promise that if neither of us had dates we would go together just as 'best friends,' so we did. Prom night, after everything was over,I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her. She smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she doesn't think of me like that,and I know it. Then she said, 'I had the best time,thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Graduation Day... A day passed. A week passed. A month passed. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and she cried as I hugged her. Then, she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, 'You're my best friend, thanks!' and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... A Few Years Later... Now, I sit in the pews of the church. She is getting married,now. I watched her say, 'I do' and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said, 'You came!' She said, 'thanks!' and kissed me on the cheek.I want to tell her. I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love her, but I'm just too shy. And I don't know why... Funeral... Years pass, and I looked down at the coffin of the girl who used to be my best friend.' At the service they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he were mine. But he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him. I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends. I love him, but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me...i wish I did too...i thought to myself, and I cried.

i posted it back in th Friendster bulletin board,
just 'cause th story's nice, (:

buttons. :D

2008-09-16T15:42:00.003+08:00

before i leave my blog for th looooooong weeks of exam,
posting first, (x

th day was usual luh,
so wont elaborate. -,-
oh yeah,
talke to th teacher, FINALLY !
wth luh,
th dunno-what paper not here yet so,
i still dk if i'm really taking French or not. -,-
then if yes, i'm a fcking year behind. _l_
at least i got to ask him if i needed to come to school for th MT paper.
WOOHOO !
no need, :D:D:D
so Friday wont be coming to school. :D:D:D
three days no need come to school leh, :D
Fri & weekend, :D
hahaha, :D:D:D
but i still need to study HARD.
so i'm logging off now, (:

buh-bye peeps, (:

TAG REPLIES:
shanchih- ; hahaha, thx for th pics again, (: hahaha, :D yes, i love my profile too. ^^v
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thank you & sorry.

2008-09-14T12:49:00.003+08:00

i forgot to mention yesternight,
credits to ShanChih for th tagboard pics. :D
she rocks luh, :D:D:D
thx again for standing up for us, (:

okay,
i'm seriously tempted to meet up for th scrapbook thing,
but EOY`s are drawing in fast !
plus,
i cant handle any more stress related problems with him.
i need my sleep & focus, okay ? -,-
so yeah,
sorry to all involved, ):
but i need to focus on exams, (:
misses, ♥

wee~ :D

2008-09-13T22:42:00.003+08:00

th starting.

th reply.

th comeback.

th fcked up hypocrite.
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omgosh ! i'm so alone, ):

not so alone anymore ! :D:D:D

sleepy baby, ^^v

go for 3points TitoJun ! :D:D:D

grr,
nobody came for bball ! D:
not Maan. not Danna. not Eos ! D:D:D:
so pissed in so many ways,
but got over it, :D
th game was boring luh.
th enemy was lousy. no offence.
we won by who-knows-how-much.
hahaha, :D
for th last 2-3 min,
they put in TitoNoel, Tito Noga & TitoJun altogether.
hahaha, xD
i thought i'd never see th day they were all put in together. (x
TitoChris was lousyyyyyyyy. (x
cannot even shot for tht one shot, :D
hahaha, was teasing him abt it after th game, xD

HUNGRY ! :S
ate at hawker centre. (x
so tired now, D:
still haven't organized church stuff. :S

boo, :D

2008-09-13T12:14:00.003+08:00

changed blogskin !! :D

i blame MrTeo. -,-
i finally stopped caring on one problem,
and another one appears again.
yeah, again.
because i have no permanent solutions to my problems.
i just give it a temporary one.
either not caring or pretending it never happened.
so yeah,
i blame MrTeo. :D

Tralala~
i ran out of last words to give. :x

not my fault. -,-

2008-09-12T19:21:00.002+08:00

it's not my fault tht th book is horny. -,-
i didn't even knew it until i read it, okay ?

woohoo !
perfect day. :D
maths, MT, IT & science only. :D
then Eugene read my book.
he read one part abt lesbian then he kept calling it th lesbian book.
then he kept making stupid kissy noise.
BLERGH !
aww, MrTeo leaving school leh, ):
1B will miss you. (x
but can still chat through MSN so it's okay luh, :D
piece of advice though ..
do not believe in rumours. -,-
they cause nothing but misunderstanding & problems. (:

after school,
hanged arnd th classroom then went down to change.
crap luh. _l_
they read th book. -,-
they made it sound like i purposely borrowed a horny book. -,-
it's not my fault, okay ? -,-

cca`ed.
hahaha, :D
no footdrills & no PT leh. :D:D:D
just sang songs, did cheers & danced. -,-
th dance was actually quite fun & funny but ..
why did it have to be a boy-girl partner pair ?
didn't matter anyway since we had to always change partners ..
but still luh, what's wrong with girl-girl partner pair ?
LOL, :D
so in th end,
got paired up with Leon.
then to Naeem then to Peng Hwee.
[not bad right ? i know th names of most of my senior, (x]
and so on and so forth ..
th dance was like a square dance ?
you know, always changing partners one.
but instead of a square, it was a circle. (x
hahaha, :D
looking forward to caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaamp. :D:D:D
i just hope i'll be here. O_o"

after cca,
saw ShiYun, Michelle & 1B NCC guys at th canteen.
then ShiYun went up again & Michelle went off. D:
they left me leh ! D:D:D:
i was hungry so bought food, (:
i lent ShanJing money leh.
so good right ? (x
waited for ShiYun to come back down.
as predicted,
JunHao & Glen kept bullying her, (x
not bad right, she injured already still can bully, xD
hahaha, :D

walked to LRT with,
ShiYun, Daryl, JunHao, Glen, HongRong & ShanJing.
they were childish. -,-
kept throwing ShiYun's water bottle arnd.
hahaha, but still, it was funny, ROFL. ;D
then JunHao & Glen went to TenMile but then they still had her bottle,
so ShiYun had to cross th road and get them to return it, xD
then ShanJing went off,
but not before i could beat him on th back for kicking my uniform. }(
talked abt promotions with Daryl & HongRong.
by right, there were 3 Lance Corporals & a chinese dancer walking, xD
LOL, lame. -,-
coz i know Jeffry got say only needed Fire Safety [have it], First Aid [finished right ?] & Total Defence [finished]. (:

LRT`ed with ShiYun & HongRong.
then HongRong got off at BP.
then SHiYun told me tht MAYBE can see JunHao & Glen when passing TenMile.
since she was sitting down,
i tried to look out but cannot see.
then suddenly she saw Glen walking to Phoenix station.
she got sharp eyes seh. :D:D:D
then we were talkign abt how it was distuingishable,
[bag, way of walking & th NCC uniform]
when we got to Phoenix station.
then i asked her if she want to alight and take bus 67 to CCK.
by th time she agreed,
too late already, ):
sad.
she so badly wanted to irritate him.
LOL.

home was better luh, :D
got KitKat from momma, :D:D:D
then my brother not at home so com all to myself, (x
then got ice cream, :D:D:D

conclusion:
GREAT DAY ! :D

i'm soooooooooo not in th mood to study boring History. -,-

tralala. :D

2008-09-11T19:39:00.002+08:00

ROCKING !
6a2'07 class blog is pure ROCKING ! :D
if i do say so myself, (x
i just went crazy over it, (x
i looooooooove th phrases. :D:D:D
We are ROCKing, you are ROLLing. :D
Get clickin' . stop pickin'. :D
and, of course, The Recipe For Disaster. :D
hahaha, :D
go see for yourself, (:

crap lesson,
were actually a bit enjoyable. [?]
crap. exam bug just bit me, HARD !
now, not in a good mood. }(
haven't done homework yet and
haven't gone to uniform duty yet.
hope this week is th last week for us. :x

grr, another moodswing fit. }(

oh-oh-oh !

2008-09-10T21:21:00.002+08:00

oh ! oh ! oh !
since this blog has so many posts already, (x
maybe will make new one after exams, :D
well, not really new one. -,-
it's my blogskin tester, so yeah.
i like th link though, (:
http://e-llaineee.blogspot.com
so yeah ..
i'm working on th 6a2'o7 blogskin,
so it wears it's 'future' blogskin,
if SC approves of it, (x
hahaha, :D

exam time ! :D

2008-09-10T16:39:00.002+08:00

okay, to make up for lost study time during th holidays,
and stuffing myself with omelettes, -,-
came up with a revision schedule,
& rollerblading after it. -,-
so wont be blogging much,
or going online, (:

okay, locking me out of th class in th morning,
was not th brightest of your ideas.
i was seriously not in a good mood okay ?
probably because of lack of sleep,
and breaking down last night,
i seriously dont know what drove me to th extent,
tht i let out pathetic little tears.
gosh, i'm such a retard. -,-
whatever.
i just wasn't in th mood in th morning.
i'm tired now so wont type any further.
just a few final words & i'll be done, (:

i'm tired of it,
i dont want to feel sad anymore.
i want to focus & laugh everyday.
why do i even care ?
you obviously dont care.
so i'm wondering why should i.
you aren't worth my time.
or my precious sleep.

200th post !

2008-09-08T17:22:00.004+08:00

before anything,
HAPPY 200th POST TO MY BLOG ! (x

HAHAHA, :D
i finished season 1 of W.I.T.C.H.,
and it hasn't even come out yet, :D
tht's th magic of internet, (x

day was usual,
cooked kebabs & yellow rice during F&N.
never really ate it, :x
i'd rather make my oh-so-special bacon/ham & cheese omelet, :DD
hahaha, :D
i just love tht recipe of mine, (x
recess was usual also.
Lizhen & JunHao were bullies, DD:
okay, just to make this clear,
i was only irritated tht my pouch got dirty,
but i'm honestly saying tht,
i almost cried because of th anklet.
not gonna elaborate & those who know why,
shut up or i'll tear away your mouths, }(
let's just say tht th anklet represented,
th day my life was turned upside-down.
oooooooooooh, dramatic yeas ? -,-

walked to LRT with,
ShiYun, Faith, JunHao, QingFu, Keith, ShanJing.
th guys were being stupid, as usual. -,-
talk abt dunno what crap.
to make things clear,
I DO NOT, repeat, DO NOT LIKE HIM !
LRT`ed with ShiYun, JunHao & Keith.
they were crappy, (x
Lot1`ed with ShiYun.
hahaha, :D
we fought over th pencil case,
it's so freaking hottttt luh, :DDDDD
I WANT IT !
i was actually going to buy it already but remembered,
there's a Camp Rock Soundtrack CD waiting for me at Popular, :D
OMG, :x
i ended up broke !
but worth it, (:

insomnia sucks.
who knew it took a huge toll on me.
i want a regular sleep please, ):
please, D;

TAG REPLIES:
&MADELINE! ; HEY MADELINEMADELINE ! :D
rachael ; hahaha, thx ?
shanchih- ; O_o" thx but, i cant believe you read my tht other blog, :O but nehmind, tht was a long time ago already, (:
❤ TzeYee(: ; DARLING ! ILY ! :D thx for flooding, yeas ? (:
rachael ; LOL, i have #39-#55 :D i got advanced copies from Philippines, (x i also didn't subscribe, ;D

hurting again, ):

2008-09-05T16:34:00.002+08:00

i'm addicted to W.I.T.C.H., so what ? (:

nothing interesting today,
just felt like blogging.
currently watching W.I.T.C.H. episodes, :DD
i prefer th comic story. -,-
i havent figured out th diff between,
th tv version & th comic version. -,-
but i love it just th same, (:

i'm hurting again,
becausse of you again.
i thought i'd put an end to it already,
i thought i was over you already,
and i guess i found out,
tht i still like you,
th hard way.
but i wont make th same mistake twice.
this time, nothing's going to change.
i like th way things are now.
no matter how much hurt i need to take,
i wouldn't change anything right now.
i just cant take any more risks in my life right now.

bull

2008-09-04T17:02:00.003+08:00

i finally know what my stress reliever is.
no, it's not eating. -,-
i guess i eat when i'm bored, :x
but, whatever.
anyways,
my stress reliever, believe it or not is,
thumb-sucking. :D
i am seriously serious, (x

okay, here's th update.
i woke up at 11.26 but didn't get up until 11.51
no updates on homework either. -,-
i'm such a mess.
i cut my fringe, :x
yeah, it's shorter & i'll probably get scolded if it falls on my face,
which usually does now,
but it looks pretty much th same. -,-

bright side is,
we've confirmed our flight, :DDDD
i am super happy with this, :D
andandand th vacation is like super long luh, :DD
longer than before, :D
but of course, there's a dark side, ):
Dad says it'll be 3 years before we go back again, ):
i thought it was only a constant every 2 years ? D;

whoever said th truth will set you free,
is pure bullshit.

TAG REPLIES:
gennifer- ; told you already, :D
FARISAH. ; hahaha, i fpund yours too, (:
FAITH, ; hmm, i'll try, (:
FARISAH. ; i try not to be worried, but it just isn't happening. ): i'll try though and you should cheer up too, (:
jw*** ; thx for tagging, (:

piggy,

2008-09-03T15:39:00.002+08:00

i'm starting to wonder if,
i eat when i'm stressed out.
coz honestly,
i've been non-stop munching on something. :x

sigh,
it happened.
after a long time,
it finally happened again.
i woke up after 11.30. -,-
and i was still sleepy accompanied with a terrible mood.
i just couldn't sleep last night.
th whole thing just got to me.
i just always find myself thinking abt it, ):
sigh,
i hope i can finish up my homeworks, ):

it's been getting harder & harder,
to remain strong and tough.
but i know for a fact tht,
i'll break down again soon enough.
i could feel it.
i want to cry but no tears want to come out.
sigh,
i've putting up complaint posts a lot for th past few weeks.
i cant help it.
it's just like me to let everything out,
without talking to someone abt it.
i just kind of let them know through this.

i stare at th photos every now & then,
i keep wondering if everything really is true.
to be honest,
i cant find any trace of sadness in them.
teach me how to hide emotions.
how to lock up feelings for good,
without anybody noticing ..

helpless, ):

2008-09-02T19:08:00.003+08:00

OMGOSHOMGOSHOMGOSH !
i still cant believe it,
maybe i dont want to believe it.
but i have a feeling it's true, :S
ARGH !
why did i have to know abt it ?
but thx anyway for telling me.
appreciated th trust, (:
butbutbut,
I AM SYMPATHETIC !!
i feel so helpless and useless,
knowing this and th fact tht i cant help him, );
this is driving me up th wall,
it was all i could ever think abt in th MRT.
i feel so .. ARGH !
i dont even care who might read this.
i just needed to get this out,
or else i'll be having a sleepless night. :S
i never knew he could be so problematic.
i just wish .. sigh, ):

i hate ppl who destroy or put their own lives at risk but,
if you know me & know me well,
i'm pretty sympathetic to anyone who crosses my path. ):

changed, (:

2008-09-01T19:24:00.002+08:00

changed blogskin, (:
nice ?
i think i like my last one, better.
oh well, (:

nothing much done today,
just did some math homework.
oh yeah,
Farisah got a wonderful idea for a certain someone's christmas gift, (x
you know,
i haven't really seen her face-to-face before,
i just know abt her through Friendster, blog & a few ppl but,
she seems like a cool person, (x
hahaha, :D
maybe meeting them tomorrow,
along with Maan & Danna, (x
LOL, :D
i've got some photo-hunting to do, (x

a night to remember,

2008-08-31T18:40:00.004+08:00

this is what th sky looks like at night in a playground, :D

LOL, party venue from th playground, :D

Tralala~

i've got shoes on ! 8D

party games, for party kids ! 8D

ooh ! PALAYOK TIME ! :DDD

HAHAHA, xD. stand-by`ers for th candies, :DD

we introduce a defence strategy by ~~Daboy~~ from getting icing`ed, xD

HAHAHA, GHOST ! xD

he climbed up th monkey bars. -,-

Maan [ghost] & ~~Daboy~~, down below, 8D i'm on top of th monkey bar now ! :D

LOL, xDD ~~Daboy~~ trying to hide from her.

he looks mighty stupid, yeas ?

i love this teddy bear so so much, :D

this is what you'll look like if you spend non-stop hours staring at th laptop, xD

Drooling Ugly

it rocks, rocking, rocked ! :D

okay,
hehehe, even though th party was a kiddie party,
we still had our share of fun, :DD
cake icing was th BEST part, :DD
woohoo !
although, i got icing`ed by ~~Daboy~~ at least 2 times. -,-
then used his jacket to clean it off, :DDD
hahaha, deserving~
LOL, some parts are caught on my handphone camera, :DD
i LOL`ed at it, xD
then i was getting freaked out by her,
~~Daboy~~ was damn scared of her tooooooooo, 8D
joined him at th playground to get a break from her.
LOL, he wanted her to go home, -,-
talked arnd while th adults cleaned,
told Eos abt my current situation in class,
since she went through th same thing,
well, not EXACTLY th same but close though,
i felt like i opened up again after a long time,

WOOHOO !
Adiel sweet-talked my parents into letting me sleepover, :D
th night was nutsy, nutsy & nutsy.
Dynel kept talking crap & got it all in video in my handphone,
but tht bloody bastard, ~~Daboy~~, deleted it. _l_
i didn't felt like highing tht time,
i was seriously pissed, okay ?
tht video could have been my ticket to laughter whenever i'm down, ):
even when i begged him not to, & he said he wont delete it,
big fat liar,
then he started throwing stuff toys to me,
then tht time, i thought i'd cry, :x
but for reasons, i didn't.
one, i wont cry in other ppl's homes.
two, ppl were sleeping already,
and three & most importantly,
i wont and reapeat WONT be a cry-baby in front of ~~Daboy~~.
reasonable, right ?
so i climbed down, bonked my head on th bed [accident, okay ?] & went to th living room,
to clear my mind.
darn lot of good it did to me, (:
i went up again, then climbed down to watch Avatar with Maan & ~~Daboy~~.
then Maan started to sleep,
~~Daboy~~ kept waking her up, so i kept hitting him to stop it.
then Dynel slept,
Maan was half-sleeping, half-awake ?
then ~~Daboy~~ kept falling asleep so scold him not to sleep.
what ? if i'm staying awake all night long,
he better be too.
LOL, we watched until 6.30 O_o
then made me shut down tht laggy laptop, bastard.
last time, i stayed up all night with Eos & Maan,
this time, i stayed up all night with ~~Daboy~~.
either way,
i only got 3 hrs of sleep for both times. -,-

YAWN !
i just woke up & i started lauging again,
why ?
both guys were drooling. -,-
damn disgusting, okay ?
then went up to th other bed,
then ~~Daboy~~ just saw me there,
he suddenly dropped to th other bed. -,-
then i was like laughing like shit, xD
his pillow got this big splotch of wet saliva ! xD
tried to get him to wake up.
why, again ?
if i'm waking up early, so must he.
no way is he getting more sleep than i am.
then he was being nuts again,
singing along to whatever song was playing. -,-
breakfast`ed.
went down to th badminton court to play but,
to sunny so went to th playground after a while.
played arnd for a bit,
then Eos metioned tht when we were little,
we would always play 'Dr.Quack Quack' something like tht,
i actually remembered it,
but forgot how to play.
sad, right ?
went up coz it was raining,
it was Eos`s turn to get in high mode. O_o
she was completely crazy. -,-
wont elaborate, just tht,
there was definitely air-drum & air-guitar. xD

oh, oh, oh !
Eos is th best ! :D
she gave us a birthday treat to watch movie, :D
so Me, Eos, Danielle, Adiel, Maan, Mae, Dynel & ~~Daboy~~,
went to Causeway point to watch Wall-E.
HAHAHA, :D
played at th timezone before & after th movie, :D

oooooh, got home late so, ..
we are suppose to be at TitaChat's right now,
but, ..

now then i realize,
i get moodswings because,
i confuse my true feelings & emotion,
with reality, common sense & th world arnd me.
sigh,
i didn't know how i felt.
some things cant be written on blogs.
i just hope tht someday,
i'll get everything out,
to th right person,
knowing tht you wont ever find out.
i like how things are right now,
i dont want it to get worse again.

blah,

2008-08-30T11:27:00.003+08:00

posting so i can clear my mind,
oh yeah,
if any wants to talk,
just leave an offline message.
i usually appear offline nowadays.

BOO !
i was tricked. [?]
but i forgot by who, :x
so, no basketball for today,
or swimming. -,-
just th party, :D

TAG REPLIES:
Jeffry senior ; err, sorry for what ? :x
shanchih ; yo yo yo, shan chih ! :D
johnson ; how are you so sure, huh ?
TzeYee(: ; DARLING ! :D ♥
rachael ; hello, (:
johnson ; keyword-try.
Wanlin, ; sure, (: ♥
rachael ; LOL, yeah. sad.

they saw ..

2008-08-29T21:45:00.002+08:00

grr, i knew it all along.
my parents saw my report book,
but, like me,
they only saw th failure,
not th A1`s.

high possibility tht my phone line might get cut,
my brother sent a picture message.
or tht i had to pay to install games in my phone.
sad, right ?

on th bright side,
no school for a week,
i can focus on studying,
and i can clear my mind before going back to school.

enough

2008-08-29T18:11:00.006+08:00

stress, low self-esteem, depression.

sigh,
i dun feel like posting much,
or talking,
i'm just looking forward to tomorrow,
swimming [maybe], basketball & Dyara's bday celebration.
just what i need th most, (:

big whoop !
th President came to th school.
but JunHao pissed me off so,
wasn't really in high mode. -,-
watched th dance numbersin th hall,
not bad, it actually took my mind off anger.
got our report books, :S
EL- A1
Math- A1
Science- A1
Geog- D7
History- C5
Lit- A1
HomeEc- A1
Art- A1
th Hist & Geog ruined my A1`s,
this two subjects just covered my eyes from 6 A1`s,
i dont even feel th A1`s in my report book,
i was going to Kranji today,
but i fell asleep for 4 hours straight.
who knew i was so tired th much.
i'm feeling mighty low right now,
so i dont want to talk to anybody.

i cant take all this anymore,
i am short & fat to all of you,
coz you've only known & seen me for less than a year,
but to those who've known me longer,
they praise me right now,
they say i'm taller,
they say i've become slimmer.
but,
all those you all said,
made me feel like they were lying to me,
but now i realised,
they've known me longer than you all have,
they know what i looked like when i was younger,
they know all th troubles i've been through,
so what they say makes more sense,
than what you ppl say.
they compare me to my past self,
you ppl compare me to yourselves or just look at me & start criticizing.
i've had enough of this.

oneB-ohEIGHT may rock harder than 6a2'oo7,
but right now,
i feel like going back in time,
and stay with th rockers.

thoughtful,

2008-08-27T16:13:00.002+08:00

i slept in class again. -,-

you know,
i really dont know what to think.
it's like i'm being pulled in half.
some things aren't suppose to be let out,
so i cant give much detail.
just that,
this whole thing is tiring me out,
i guess you ppl dont know who i'm siding either,
since i'm always left out whenever you ppl talk abt it.
so, i dont want to think abt it,
or give comments abt it.
i just hope this whole thing ends,
one way or another,
it's either th good way or bad way,
depending on th person.
i'm just stressed out,
so i cant think straight.
exams are coming & i need to buck up.
i dont want to waste my time thinking,
"i guess some friendships are only temporary,
when you get irritated or pissed off at your friend,
you want them to go as far away as possible."
is this really th fate of th human race ?
just like how th whole world is collapsing,
because of humans.

it's really sad,
when you think abt it.

Tralala-hahaha, :D

2008-08-26T18:10:00.006+08:00

teeeeeeeeeeeeets-sucker, xD

i felt gloomy,
after recess, i didn't know what to feel.
regret, maybe ?
time knows when this will end.

enough with gloomy-guts.
during CD, Darling's wallet went missing, :O
everyone had to take everything out of their bag for Ms.Yee to search,
now i had to take back all my books coz,
idk, i took them out under th table so i guess should take home luh. -,-
oh yeah,
before th big search,
i saw my marks, :D
sad luh,
all got A1 except for History (C5) & Geog (D7).
WAA ! a barely pass & a fail leh, D;
then durung Art, i got a magnificient 19/20 leh, :D
damn happy luh, :D

went to th hall for oral after tht,
& i saw Capt.Chan is one of th examiner. O_o
avoided & succeeded leh, :D
i actually wan to go to Mdm.Lee but Mdm.Nora was available already so,
no choice luh,
i read until i think 2nd paragraph then she write marks already leh,
then i was losing my voice coz too nervous liao. -,-
talked with th peeps who finished,
cool sia, JunHao got Capt.Chan, :D
HAHAHA, :D

ate lunch after tht,
then ShiYun still have dance so waited for her with Faith,
then was pissing JunHao at th canteen, :D
sorry luh, jus joking liao. >,<
then peeps started to go home then,
Me, Faith & JunHao went to th benches at th pond there,
was crapping all th way luh, :D
Faith sprayed water on his bag, xDD
then Faith was whistling then suddenly shouted, HIGH TIDE ! xD
Me & JunHao was laughing like shit luh,
then while Faith was in th toilet,
he kept 'drinking' Faith's water bottle, xD
she was damn funny luh, xD
then i went off to buy water,
i got back, they were laughing non-stop.
OMG ! JunHao -Prrrrrp ! xDD
tsk, too bad i wasn't there luh,
then i was still laughing and drinking,
he go and pressed th water bottle then all th water spurt out,
he did it like two or three times,
bloody crapass. -,-
then th two of them was damn horny, okay ?
my mind was damn full off everything horny, okays ?
so i joined in, :D
if you cant beat them, join them, ;D
hahaha, teeeeeeeeeeeeeets-sucker, xD
took out my tortoise,
then Faith was like tired luh,
then she kept shouting at JunHao to move away from her, xD
then JunHao took my tortoise and put beside her ear then pressed,
HAHAHA, xDDDDDDDDD
OMG ! she screamed like nuts, xDDDDD
then at tht time,
Daryl came,
BLAH BLAH BLAH,
HAHAHA, :D
took JunHao's uniform then he took my hoodie,
bad right ?
then he took my tortoise,
and threw it up to Deena at th 2nd floor. -,-
then was stomping arnd for my tortoise.
thank yous Ummairah, :D
then i forgot why JunHao kept stepping on my foot,
but i asked him, can you be nice to me for once ?
then he replied, "okay, you okay or not ?"
CB. -,-

walked to LRT with Faith, ShiYun, Daryl, Glen & HongRong.
ShiYun splashed on a puddle,
then i behind her,
so my whole skirt got wet ! @#$%^&*
at th carpark, took it off. :x
i was wearing PE shorts, okay ?

idk what to think,
or feel for tht matter.
but what th others are saying,
makes sense to me.
idk if i'm still angry at you or not,
but can you please just give me space & time ?

rockers unite, :D

2008-08-25T17:50:00.006+08:00

OMG, :D it's so cute, :D

HAHAHA, :D their life-size teddy bear, :D

HAHAHA, xD Lollipop with flower biscuit, (x

seated left to right: ~~Daboy~~, Adiel, Dynel & Eos, :DD

i swam in candies, 8D

not much happened to day. -,-
we got our class tee leh, :D
idk, >,< color="#ff0000">candy empire, 8D
shared a twin pack Mars bar with Eos, :DD
then played Life with them coz i was darn bored, -,-
finished a pack of marshmallows with th help of Eos, xD
then th game finished, ate th gummy string, ;p
then they were being stupid luh,
they took out th ANACONDA-sized gummy snake then they made them kiss, xD
then they say it tastes like freaking medicine, xDD
Eos tried it & bit off th head of one,
then she out back th rest in th packet, xD
then, ~~Daboy~~ & Diether came. -,-
idk why but,
i was suddenly into high mode, (x
HAHAHA, xD
kept pissing Diether off with his hair, xD
it was seriously curly leh, 8D
LOL, he kept throwing things at me. ;p
they played Xbox in th room & feasted on th dried fish fillet.
it was damn smelly luh, xl
i was requesting th three guys to stop talking in English,
or worse, in Singlish, :x
if you hear them talking, i swear you'd want them to shut up.
then they purposely talked in English.
it wasn't a surprise though. -,-
Diether left,
then watched TV.
and i was talking abt -AHEM with Eos, :D
HAHAHA, :D
she has her sources, she is my source, :D
I LOVE HER, LUH ! :DD ♥
HAHAHA, :D
th Jellybeans were awesome luh, :D
but i only took th bubblegum flavoured one. ;p
then i was non-stop eating th almond kisses, 8D
i am addicted to them, :DD
then i spread my addiction to Eos, xDD
it's just darn heavenly leh, :DDDD
stayed for dinner even though we were pass th time we were expected at home,
but nobody cared luh, :DDDD
triple OMG, xl
it was chicken wings again. O_o
and i only realized tht i'd been eating chicken wings th whole day after i ate dinner. -,-
then we were teasing Dynel abt Gwen at th table, xDD
it's damn fun to piss ppl off leh, :D
then th subject was switched to me and ... }(
all coz of Dynel, }(
then i whispered,
f_ck you, CB. :x
i couldnt say it out lous coz of Adiel but,
Daboy, Dynel, Eos & Danielle heard it so,
tht's good enough, (x
then Me & Eos was like telling Dynel tht,
he only pri5 hav stead already,
then someone got 'affected', xDD
shh ! (x
it's a secret btwn us luh, :D
LOL, xDDDD

reached home at 8.15, ;p
2 hrs & 15 mins late, :DDDDDD

ooh,

2008-08-23T19:56:00.002+08:00

i just realized tht i haven't replied a lot of tags. -,-

before anything,
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAREST, ADIEL ! ;DD
see you tomorrow, kays, (:
love lots, (: ♥
andandand kisses & misses, ;D

okay,
yesterday was rubbish. -,-
you'd think something different might happen this week.
skip lessons, ..
changed with Lizhen,
then they ran up to class, -,-
then they locked me out, _l_
then i was fixing my boots,
when Benjamin pushed this damn chair until i sat down on it,
then i remembered what happened to YIP today,
and there it was,
a freaking dried up splotch of saliva. _l_
i just lost it and started to, T.T
gosh, i'm a freaking cry-baby.
i spent like 5-7 mins in th toilet.
went down to put my stuff outside NCDCC room,
then i remembered my bag was in th classroom.
went up and took it,
then ShiYun was hugging me and Lizhen kept apologising,
then i think they were telling Benjamin to apologise,
i just went down and went to th canteen,
ppl were being nice luh, (:
thank yous, (:

cca`ed.
while waiting,
Rickson was being pissy,
ugh, another one added in my list of pissy little creeps.
then kept trying to get him to shut up,
JunHao was being pissy too. -,-
kept showing this stupid face and doing stupid hand thingies. _l_
wee~
Mr.Teoh gave everyone Toblerone, ;D
jus coz it was last day of cca, ;D
nxt week got th teacher's day and th week after is school holiday, ;D
did footdrills after tht,
boo~ }(

crapping in th canteen with ShiYun, Michelle, Daryl, Glen, Liguo & ShanJing, ;D
pissing ShanJing off is damn fun leh, :D
walked to LRT with ShiYun & Daryl, :D

WEE~
going to Adiel's house tomorrow leh, :D
goodie ! xD

TAG REPLIES:
shiyun ; LOL, to your flood luh, xD
Jeffry senior ; not funny. -,-
FAITH. ; it's not funny tht they always bully me. -,-
rachael ; LOL, xD
TzeYee(: ; hahaha, :D love you toooooooo, :D
jingwen ; LOL, xDD
shiyun ; love ya toooooooo, :D
michelle ; hello jie, :D thx for tagging, ;D

get well soon, Faith, (:

2008-08-21T15:50:00.003+08:00

i'm freaking broke. >,<
and i still need to pay $2 for th WSSS tags on my uni. >,<
coz Mr.Teoh is back, from what i heard.
dagnabbit. >,<

morning must watch tht Humanities quiz,
Lizhen & JunHao were freaking irritating.
kept throwing paper here & there. _l_
only had few minutes of Science,
and it was Maths,
IT was after tht, :D
cooooooooooolio, 8D i finished both th handbook & all th scenes in my video, 8D
after eating, Me & ShiYun kept running away from Jamie, 8l
she was freaking disgusting, >,<
andandand i was being a freak retard, (x
talked, talked then suddenly,
ShiYun, Faith, Anna & Lizhen were running arnd,
then they ran out of th classroom,
Me & Michelle went out also,
then tht accident happened, :x
wont give details, just tht,
get well soon, m'dear Faith, (:
wasted 15 mins of EL manzxzx, (x
then got our Geog papers back, ):
i got 12/25 leh, D:
failed by 1/2 mark, DD;
then if upon 100, i failed by 2 marks, DDDDD;
wanted to cry luh, DDDD;
Me & ShiYun helped Faith down,
then some guys went to return th un-used stretcher,
and irritated us on th way down, -,-
then on th way up,
saw th HOD-MT,
then asked him abt my third language,
f_ck man, O_o
i still need to take French as my MT !!
GAAAAAAAAAAH !!
i didnt understood half of what he said though. -,-
but i think he said something tht i can take Tagalog as third language leh,
but better not get my hopes to high luh. -,-
then played with th peeps in class,
Darling was .. >,<
she kept hugging me leh. >,<
then JunHao was being irritating as usual,
Anna & Michelle were like trying to piss me off,
then ShiYun was being nuts leh. -,-
she let Lizhen throw th water bag at her,
first 2 throws, like not so wet luh,
then 3rd throw, Lizhen purposely let all th water out,
her back was damned wet leh. -,-
home`ed.

thursdays suck. -,-
i have to iron my uniform,
polish my boots,
worry abt money,
decide wheter to wear uniform to school or bring it.
oh oh oh,
i must remember to ask abt th shooting club-thing.

damn you.

2008-08-20T16:31:00.003+08:00

BOO YEAS !

idk,
i felt like blogging only,
but i dun feel like posting much,
weird. -,-
i am missing a lot of ppl right now, ):
oh yeah,
and next week,
there'd be a lot of birthdays, O_o
hope it fits my wallet. -,-
23[ADIEL], 25[DYARA], 26[ANNA], 27[EOS]
hoping got party man, (x
i miss them, (x

it helped, you know,
i poked those papers like damn, with tht compass,
it helped,
to waste those ink on tht paper,
it helped,
to tear those paper like there was no tomorrow,
but you know what ?
th Bible helped me th most, (:

sigh,
idk how long i can keep this up. -,-
i can't get angry at a person too long,
but yesternight was so damned,
i just lost it.

i've been through worse chats in my life,
and tht person didnt even apologised,
not even once,
he didn't even replied,
even when i sms`ed him twice tht i was tired of being angry,
grr, he's a total jerk.
but, he's th older brother i never had,
so i guess tht explains why i can't get angry at him too long. -,-
oh yeah,
and we see each other a lot of times,
not forgetting th fact tht,
i just love his sisters, (; ♥
HAHAHA, :D
they're th older & younger sisters i never had, (: ♥

shooting is so cool, :D

2008-08-19T16:12:00.002+08:00

my teddy is spoiled. DD;

same pissy`s dis th same pissy things. -,-
WOOHOO !
i got highest in shooting manzxzx, (x
i'm so happy, :D
idk if i should join or not, :x
maybe can divide time btween 2 cca`s ? :x
one on wed & one on fri ? :x
sigh, maybe i'll go ask my teacher on friday,
MAYBE. -,-
let's skip th whole lesson time,
th peeps were just being pissy throughout th whole day.
but at least, not as much as yesterday. -,-

after school,
ate lunch with Faith & ShiYun.
after eating,
Faith started playing Reversi against Daryl.
then th peeps started again abt th piggymon thing, _/_
got pushed aside by senior,
coz i was hitting Johnson & was blocking th way. >,<
so sorry, then Johnson started hitting my head, damn pain luh, >,<
then he kept hitting until my teddy fell off, }(
f_ck luh,
managed to fix but,
on top of th head got hole,
coz of being pulled too much, }(

got home & rummaged through brother's drawer, (x
what ?
i cannot find my basketball uniform,
so i borrow one of his luh,
he got so many so no reason for him to be selfish,
found th black one with no name,
it's perfect luh, :D
it's th one tht won th best uniform design in my father's basketball team, (x
if i'm right,
th team was last year one,
HAHAHAHA, :D
i wonder when th basketball season is going to start,
i haven't seen a new basketball jersey yet. -,-

pissy but woots ! xD

2008-08-18T16:30:00.004+08:00

pissy day.

Johnson started it,
followed by ShiYun at th hall. -,-
i was damn angry during science,
i didn't even bothered with th experiment,
let Marcus & Benjamin do it.
did my art during MT, :D
i loved it man, (x
it looked better than i hoped, ;p
thx to all th peeps who helped me, yeas ?
you guys rock, :D
stayed back during recess to finish my art,
JunHao, Johnson, QingFu, Lizhen & Glen rocketed my pissed-off level,
into sky-high. -,-
JunHao, Johnson, QingFu & Lizhen for tht piggymon thing,
Lizhen, JunHao & Johnson for th wallet thing.
thx to Benjamin for returning, yeas ? (:
and Glen for tht, "Johnson likes Mae !" shout. _/_
i though i was going to blow. -,-
good thing i didn't bursted out crying luh.
finished my art during Art lesson,
HAHAHA, :D
I LOVED IT MAN, xD
then Marcus, Lizhen & JunHao were being pissy while waiting for ACE.
THEY TOOK MY TEDDY BEAR KEYCHAIN ! DD:
asshole`kias. -,-
tht time i thought i was really going to cry luh,
andandand sorry to JunHao if i hit your head too hard with my HP pouch. >,<
after ACE, was in better mood, :D
kept fighting with JunHao,
he kept calling Lizhen HIS chubby chubby teddy bear,
but Lizhen is MY teddy bear, xD
HAHAHA, xD
sorry JunHao but,
Lizhen is MY teddy bear, (x

after eating,
JunHao called me tht piggymon name again,
i think QingFu did too. -,-
f_ck off, you bloody losers. -,-
then i was chasing JunHao but not running,
coz it was raining, later slip & fall.
then he was just walking when he slipped & fell, xD
then i was there laughing & asking him if he was okay or not, xD
i'm not sadistic,
it's just tht it was freaking funny & he totally deserved it, (x

bought tht freaky teddy bear-like thing,
HAHAHA, :D
now i've got black, red & white dangling from my HP pouch, ;D

take note of th names in red,
notice who th frequent pissy little creeps are ?

tag replies. -,-

2008-08-17T18:50:00.003+08:00

LAWL, xDD
will reply tags now, kays, (x
th flood made me do it, ;D
HAHAHA, :D
love you peeps a lot, (x

TAG REPLIES:
TzeYee(: ; DARLING ! thx for th flood, yeas ? (x i love you tons toooooo, :DD oh yeah, did i flood you back ? :x LAWL, xD
johnson ; HAHAHAHA, i salute you for tht manzxcz, xD HAHAHA, :DD
FAITH. ; LOL, :D okay luh, MAYBE wont write your name again, (x
TzeYee(: ; DARDAR LINGLING ! :D ♥
FAITH. ; hahaha, th 3 tags i did was so far apart leh, xD but th for th tag anyway, :DD
FAITH. ; LOL, xD nice flood dear, :D but i dun think tht was considered a tsunami, (x HAHAHA, :D i flooded you back toooooooooo, but it was also crap flooding, (x love lots, :D ♥
Jeffry senior ; LOL, we didnt say we wanted more drills, it was only Rickson, okay ? HAHAHA, :D

HAHAHAHA ! WEE !

2008-08-16T22:19:00.003+08:00

hehehe, (x
i'm shocked, yet happy manzxz, (x
he's a good 'brother'. (x
LOL, xD

do 'friends' like yours really exist ?
if yes, why do you put up with them and still manage to smile ?
i write those stuff on my MSN and my friends will scold me,
in fact, they scolded me until i cried,
sigh,
i feel sorry for you, ):
i mean,
i've always hated you for th stupid stuffs you do to me,
but at least you once said sorry when you tripped me,
and apologised when you scolded me vulgarity.
i've known you for a looooooong time,
and i've never seen you this emo before, -,-
it's strange for me. -,-
but, whatever.

PASSERBY GALORE ! ;D

2008-08-16T12:02:00.003+08:00

ZzZ,
my blog is a passerby galore. -,-
i call it ..
READ AND RUN !
LOL, :D
so many ppl come & go.
but so little ppl tag leh, D:
i even know th ppl who often come here. -,-
i also know tht they often never tag. -,-
-AHEM *Johnson* -AHEM *Faith* -AHEM *ShiYun*
some ppl just read then they talk to me in MSN abt it. -,-
-AHEM *Lizhen*. -,-
but, ..
i hate to say names so,
whatever luh. -,-

HAHAHAHA, :DD

boo !

2008-08-15T18:24:00.003+08:00

i got D7, DD;
WAA ! I WAN TO RETAKE MY GEOG ! DD;

f_ck luh. -,-
JunHao kept pissing me off,
then Lizhen joined him, D:
then they kept bullying me, D:
saying NCDCC suck, _'_
just coz one is NCC & one is NPCC,
disgrace to their UG`s. -,-
Lizhen kept stepping on my NCDCC uniform, D;
JunHao kept peeling off th name tag, D;
then both of them go & take my wallet.
but i just sat there trying to fold th sleeves of my uniform,
then they suddenly go & say, 'nice pic'.
f_ck man,
i just started crying luh, T.T
i was just so angry until i cry luh, );
assholes, _'_
Lizhen kept apologising & ShiYun kept trying to make me laugh,
she steal my line luh. -,-
recess, Mdm Lee came to our class to collect th files,
she let us see our grades.
boohoo, D;
i fail leh, T.T
i wan to retake, ):

after school,
same things luh. -,-
went up to classroom after changing.
as usual, th guys were doing footdrills.
then they wanted me to do, -,-
no way man, if Lizhen never do then i dun do. -,-
then in th end, we both do.
shit luh,
got one command wrong,
then they had a laughing fest luh. -,-
must thank me for making y'all laugh leh. -,-
then they forgot abt it coz of Ummairah. :D
she was damn funny luh, :DD
HAHAHAHA, xD

cca`ed.
did fracture & torniquet practical test.
fracture got 20/20.
torniquet got 7/10, D:
not my fault leh,
th bandage was too small sia,
then Nadiah did th SUPER easy one,
so i did th hard one, D:
at least over-all first-aid i got 44/50.
not bad but Nadiah got 45/50. -,-
not my fault for th small bandage luh,
then did footdrills,
my feet was aching luh,
at least gave breaks, :D
then JunHao kept biting in a laugh luh,
while watching us do footdrills,
asshole. -,-
during one break,
he over there standing,
then suddenly hit me so i hit him with my cap. -,-
bloody asshole. -,-
then he kept giving me stupid faces & talking crap. _'_
footdrill after tht was DAMNED luh, }(
non-stop marching, }(
i think they wanted me to die liao. -,-
i was panting & got sweat go in my nose, then very itchy luh, )x
some ppl had fun watching me, huh.
namely, 1B`s guitar club members & NCC cadets, }(
at least NPCC wasn't there,
or else i would have hugged Lizhen 20 times, -,-
FINALLY, dismissed, went & changed.
watched th NPCC with JingWen, Elisa & Anna.
crapped all th way to LRT with Faith, Lizhen, JingWen, Elisa & Anna.

hahaha, no more fights, (:
everything tht happened vanished.
into th dustbin, into outer space &
*POOF* it's gone forever, :D
but let me make one statement,
yeah, it really was your fault. -,-
;DD

TAG REPLIES:
♥ 'Xinyii ; STEADD ! :D thx for th tags, (x ILY ! :DD stay chio, (:
madelineeeeee! ; hahaha, of course i know you, (x thx for stopping by, (:

LAWL day. :DD

2008-08-14T17:09:00.002+08:00

hahaha,
shut up luh, bitch. by: LimShanJing. (x

hahaha, skip boring lessons. ;p
after school was fun man, :DD
played against Daryl in reversi,
so long never play liao. -,-
i lost man, D:
then went home with Faith, ShiYun, Daryl & ShanJing, (x
was fun man, :DD
hahaha,
i kept pissing ShanJing off, xDDDDDD
so coooooooooooooooool man, xD
then Daryl started chasing him,
then Daryl fell down :x
he threw his back on th floor then chased ShanJing again, xD
then ShanJing fell & burnt his pants. xD
so coooooooooooool man, 8D
exactly on th knee caps, xDDDD
LAWL ! 8D
then kept pissing him off again & he kept throwin his waterbottle on th floor, xD
then got one time, he wan to take out his shoe to throw to me, xDDDDDDDDDD
HAHAHAHA, xD
then he throw his bottle again on th ground,
ShiYun kicked it arnd, HAHAHAHA
then he go take her bottle & threatened to drop it into th carpark below, xD
Me & Faith were laughinh like shit manzxzx, (x
th ppl arnd kept looking at us, ;DDDD
then ShaJing threw it to Daryl ACROSS th opening to th carpark, xD
then he go & made ShiYun chase him, xD
HAHAHA, i laughed until i almost pee liao, xD
then ShanJing appeared again, & threw ShiYun's bottle to th ground, xD
then kept calling him to enjoy him computer time, xD
HAHAHA, xD
he kept calling out, shut up B_TCH ! xD
then Me & Faith were still laughing like shit, xD
then she gave me th idea to put it as a pm, xD
then Faith became nutty, xD
hahaha, xD
kept talking shit,
literally, (x

then reached home,
kept pissing ShanJing off, xD
hahaha, xD
wonder why he could use th com ? (x
who cares ?
HAHAHA.
i am ROFLMAO`ing, xDDD

idk what to say,
i really dun know.
so dun expext me to start talking.
nth to say, dun say right ?
i think i have th right definiton.
not talk so much then say, nth to say.

moodswing`er

2008-08-13T18:18:00.002+08:00

fyi,
it's not moodswinging.
i always get angry after apologising of stuff like tht.
even if i was, moodswinging,
it's normal for me right ?
dun tell me you've never witnessed it before. }(
i just asked you,
then you acted angry & told me not to talk to you.
anybody in their right mind would have thought tht i made you angry.
coz you didnt even explain why you didn't wan to talk.
does tht explain th apologies ?
what's there to be confused abt ?
if you told me its because you weren't in th mood,
i wouldn't be acting this way right ?
& when did i anyhow accuse ppl, huh ?
i moodswing also cannot uh ?
you're acting like you've never moodswing`ed before.
nth to say,
then dun anyhow say luh,
get facts first before posting.

too much.

2008-08-13T16:48:00.003+08:00

i slept well, 8DD

hahaha, during MT,
i was so damn sleepy leh,
then i actually fell asleep manzxc, xDDD
hahaha, then got an extra teacher there,
wonder wht she thought, (x
then i woke up,
JunHao asked me wht th nxt lesson was,
then Daryl, Marcus & ShuHeng answered him, (x
LOL, so many Mae`s, (x
then MusicTech was craps, (x
finished th music thingy,
then Faith & JunHao was fighting,
they were damn funneeeeeeeeeeeeeh luh, xD
then i also keep closing JunHao's windows,
then he keep purposely bang into me, xD
then he keep saying, i'm th nxt target, xD
i almost pee`d myself from laughing man, ;DDDDDDDDDDDDDD
science test,
hard luh, ):
coz i never studied, ):

ate at subway again with ShiYun, :DD
hahaha, this time, no guys allowed, (x
then we both took a double choco chip each,
i almost never eat leh,
my own fault for being disgusting, (x

a day has passed,
so, not surprisingly, i'm past th apologising.
if you dun wan to talk to me,
fine.
but why must you include other ppl ?
everybody can be stubborn sometimes,
but you are too much.
you become stubborn & angry at one person,
until they feel tht it's their fault,
even if it isn't or you just misunderstood them.
i'm not talking abt just myself,
i'm talking abt a few other ppl too.
you are being over-sensitive,
& th way you act abt it is unreasonable.
maybe it was my fault,
so i'm sorry,
but you dont have to be overly-sensitive abt it.
one little thing,
you make it into a cold war.
what do you really want, huh ?

TAG REPLIES:
shiyun ; ILYT ! :D ♥
rachael ; hees, (x thank yous, (:
FAITH. ; hahaha, yeah you should have had. (x
SHIYUN ; LOL, xD. sweet revenge right ? (x hahaha, at least i spammed you, ;p

sorry luh,

2008-08-12T19:41:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry can ?
i was just asking,
i know i was asking stubbornly,
but stop being angry leh, ):
maybe i was wrong asking tht even thought i read everything,
i'm sorry, kay ?
sigh, please leh,
i cant stand anybody not talking to me,
especially if it was my fault, ):
sorry luh, ):
please ? ):

i need to bring more childhood pics at this rate. -,-
sigh, ):
cant i handle depression maturely,
instead of bringing childhood memories/photos ? ):
oh yeah, my beloved hoodie.
sigh, sigh, sigh,
i'd be stupid if i bring my hoodie for fun tomorrow but who cares ?
i always feel cold whenever depressed. x|
lets look at bright sides for a while,
it's almost Eos & Adiel's birthdays, :DD
will meet & goof off with them soon, yeahs ? ;DD

NJH, u suck. }(

2008-08-12T16:19:00.002+08:00

NJH pissed me off,
what's new ?

both doors were locked in th morning, O_o"
everybody was sitting by th corridor leh. -,-
played arnd, :D
IT was fun luh, :D
history was boring. -,-
PE, had to run 2.4km, x|
set my standard tht i'd be th first from th other girls tht are running,
whoopdedoo ! :D
i achieved it man, :D
so happy, ;DD
although, if PeiYing was running, it's not even possible for me to be first lor. -,-
but hey, i passed at 17.14 :DD
my head was damn spinning arnd luh, ):
i lied down leh, too giddy luh. ):
then Lizhen kept trying to piss me off luh,
even run leh, -.-
then i was being damn crzy at tht time leh, :DD
kept chasing her arnd & arnd, xDD.
then i took out one of her shoe & i almost pee`d from laughing leh, xDDDD.
then she hit me with her other shoe on th back,
& i automatically dropped & sat down.
pain leh ! }(
recess, ate & went up.
then JunHao was being a pest luh, }(
QingFu too, }(
then i angry until i want to cry already.
so i went to th toilet before th waterworks came on.
then went up again to get my uniform to change.
then i come into classroom,
ppl were asking me wht happened or to smile. -,-
then during EL, told ShiYun wht happened.
i was damned pissed off, okay ? }(
CD, then Art.
didn't finished my collage, ):

then Me & ShiYun were walking to canteen,
then JunHao suddenly call her & ran in front of us,
then gave him a f_ck-off-asshole look & looked away,
i'm seriously pissed okay ? }(
stayed back for lunch with ShiYun & Faith, :D
many thx to ShiYun for helping me buy lunch, xP
then Faith left, buh-bye dear`y, ):
then ShiYun betray me leh, ):
she told Daryl abt my misunderstanding. }(
then Daryl kept chasing me with a satay stick, O_o
then ShiYun left,
Daryl & QingFu were being pest luh, }(
SHuHeng just watched with complete amusement. -,-

home`ed.
greeted by Men's Volleyball in th Olympics,
then th Men's Basketball while eating again. -,-
piggymonmonmon. }(
guess i deserve to be called tht. -,-
bye peeps, (:

sighhh,

2008-08-11T18:16:00.003+08:00

first of all,
i have to greet today's birthday celebrants, :DD
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR FAITHHHH ! :DD
HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR MOMMA ! :DD
hehehe, (x
had th privilege to greet them their first greetings, (x
stayed up until 12.15 with momma & sibs, (:
watched this korean drama. :x
greeted momma at arnd 12.05, (x
sms`ed Faith at arnd 12.15, (x
she was still awake leh, :DD
hahaha, ;DD

idk what's wrong with me. -,-
first, i'm watching this korean drama non-stop. -,-
second, i'm spending less time at th com.
third, i'm eating more than i usually eat, both at home & in school, but no weight gain. -,-
fourth, i'm drinking tons of Coke again & i'm not getting any stomachache.
last but not least,
i'm waking up earlier than 10.30 & there's no school !
ARGH !
this isn't like me at all. }(
am i sick ?
grr, what to do, what to do.
someone snap me back to my reality. ):
i miss it too much, ):

woots.

2008-08-09T17:59:00.002+08:00

hahaha, changed blogskin, (:
woohoo ! :DD

ShiYun asked me to do this quiz. -,-
1.The person who last tag you is: ShiYun, ;D
2. Your relationship with him/her is: why do you want to know, huh ?
3. Your five impressions of him/her: short, loud, always gets bullied by 1B guys, moodswinger, cute, (:
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you: comfort me when i cried, (:
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you: ILY, :DD
6. If he/she become your lover, you will: say whaaaaat ?
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be: HEIGHT ! 8DD
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will: is tht even possible ?
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be: for being too short ? xD. jk.
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is: get back her cookie, xDD
11. Your overall impression of him/her is: DM McShort, ;p kidding luh, she's 100% great, (:
12. How you think people around you will feel about you? i cry abt th silliest things ? -,-
13. The characters you love of yourself are: my moodswinging. -,-
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are: my moodswinging too. -,-
15. The most ideal person you want to be is: me, duh. -,-
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them: Love you lots, ppl, (:
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you:

1. dk
2. dk
3. dk
4. dk
5. dk
6. dk
7. dk
8. dk
9. dk
10. dk

18. Who is no.6 having relationship with?
19. Is no.9 a male or female?
20. If no. 7 and 10 stead?
21. What is no.2 studying about?
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?
23. What kind of music band does no.8 like?
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?
25. Will you woo no.3?
26. How about no.7?
27. Is no.4 single?
28. What is the surname of no.5?
29. What 's the hobby of no.4?
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?
31. Where is no.2 studying at?
32. Talk something casually about no.1:
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?
34. Where does no.9 live at?
35. What colour does no.4 like?
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friends?
37. Does no.7 like no.2?
38. How do you get to know no.2?
39. Does no.1 have any pets?
40. Is no.7 the sexiest person?
41. What do you think no. 10 is doing right now?

LOL, dun wan to say names luh, ;p
if wan, then just do okay ? (:

TAG REPLIES:
johnson ; LOSER ! ;DD
SHIYUN ; yeah, it did, 8D.
rachael ; helloooooooooo, (:
shiyun ; done, (:

who's th asshole-kia, }(

2008-08-08T16:23:00.004+08:00

i went nuts, 8D.

i forgot my wallet, :x
only realized i didn't have it with me, halfway to LRT.
then it was like damn scary luh, later late, :x
then got there EXACTLY on time, :x
phew,
did th NDP then changed for th 'Connect Singapore'.
then we were waiting for it to start in th Bishan Spots Complex or whatever,
played cards with Faith, Jamie, Javinn, HongRong, Johnson & JunHao.
then crapped with ppl while doing th cheers.
then Ms.Yee asked Benjamin to go in front coz of his loud voice, xD.
then suddenly, th attention was on Lizhen. xD.
then everybody was cheering her name luh, 8D.
in th end, she never go, ):
then i blindly say tht Lizhen & Benjamin should go together, :x
then she poured potato chips over my head, -,-
wtf luh,
did th connect singapore thing,
PeiYing & JingWen have privilege leh, :D
they held hands with Lizhen, xD.
hehehe, Michelle & DiYuan held hands man, :DDDD
so cuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuute, ;DDDDDDDDDDD
LOL, we didn't even realized th pledge started, everything already ended. O_o
then Ms.Yee let every class go first,
then we were th last one, }(
NeoJunHao was being a sucker luh, }(
Daryl was another one, }(
Johnson too, }(
ShiYun also, }(
then Mr.Teo was talking in crap language luh,
anyhow spread rumours, }(
how th f_ck did he even knew those things, }(
slept in th bus.

bus`ed to BPP with Jamie, Faith & ShiYun.
ate lunch at subway with ShiYun,
then th guys came & bullied her, xDDDDDDD.
hahaha, Liguo took one of her cookies,
Glen, Liguo & Johnson drank from her drink, xDDDDD.
then Johnson finished up her sandwhich, xD.
coooooooooooooooooooool man, 8D.
i watched th whole scene in amazed amusement, xDDDDDD.
i am a great friend okay, (x
then we finished, went up to KFC,
it was our turn to disturb them, (x
but ShiYun chickened out so, we just sat there luh,
then they came, then we walked arnd,
up to Library,
down to MiniToons,
down then walked arnd th ground level,
hahaha, was laughing like shit luh, xDDD.
i asked ShiYun if we can go in th baby toys department,
then she walked away & i kept laughing like shit, xDD.
then she go tell th guys. -,-
then she say she wan go to th playground there,
saw a church peep, then she kept complaining abt her lost cookie,
so i told her hot to get it back, xDDDDDDDD.
ROFLMAO ! xDDDDDDDDD.
was laughing like crap by tht time, IT WAS DISGUSTING YET AMUSING AT TH SAME TIME ! :DDD
went up to Popular,
then we walked arnd th 2nd level,
then saw th guys going out of KFC,
gave a 'f_ck off, losers' sign to Johnson, xD.
his reaction was damn funneeeeeeeeeeeeeh luh, xD.
then he were going out already,
we went up to MiniToons again. -,-
saw them at th same level & gave them another 'f_ck off, losers' sign,
i thought i saw Johnson copying my sign, }(
LRT`ed home.

crappy day, (x

it rocked.

2008-08-07T17:36:00.002+08:00

it rocked, rocked, rocked, :DD

had NDP rehearsal this morning. -,-
th sec1`s sabotage leh, }(
made us stand there for so long, }(
aww, i got 24/30 for maths test, D;
BOO to th HOO, ):
hahaha, IT was fun luh, ;DDD
we had to do a cover & back for nxt year's handbook,
then we got to see all th pics, ;D
hahaha, saw bunches of seniors but very few of 1B, ):
andandand no pics of me, :DD
then recess,
Lizhen made me, T.T
in th canteen somemore, }(
wtf luh, she anyhow beat me until cry. }(
went up,
crowded arnd usual place. -,-
this is becoming a habit. -,-
EL had oral,
wtf luh,
i also never tried to make ppl laugh,
YIP anyhow say luh,
f_ck off, }(
had geog class test,
BOO to th HOO, D;
think i will score low also leh, ):

went down, hehehe, skipped assembly, ;p
then had stomache ache, -,-
but in th end, changed & went with th others. (:
arrived there,
talk, talk, talk. but it was interesting luh, (x
then we went to th furnace, :O
then i was like, my uniform will be darned smelly for NDP tomorrow. -,-
hehehe, i dun care now ! :DDD
damn fun luh, :DD
th instuctor show us all sorts of things,
he opened th door, then suddenly got this fire, explode out, :DD
then showed us a 'mushroom' fire, :DD
it was prettaye ! :DD
then they showed us into a 'karaoke' room.
then th things caught fire,
then suddenly,
the ceiling also got fire man, 8DDDDDDDDDDD.
then it was like damn hoooooooooooooooot luh, :D
then they let us see again, ;DDD
funfunfun, :DDDDD
then they took us to smoke escape room,
then they let me go out first coz later i get asthma, -,-
then was sitting with Ms.Ng
we were watching th other cadets walk out with th smoke behind them, :DD
I WANTED TO TRY ! :DD
too bad cannot, ):
had hard time breathing, but then they say it's only vegetable oil,
so th smoke not harmful, (:
then th whole room was damned smoky luh,
hahaha, :DD
took pics before leaving, ;p
not my idea luh, ;p
then we were joking arnd with Ms.Ng in th bus,
then she also asked for th photos, :D
i also have my own copy, :DD
waffled home, ;p never had lunch luh, :D

i'm airing my uniform, xD.
i dont even care if it smells tomorrow,
its only for th parade, ;p
and besides,
th day was funfunfun, :DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

not funneeeeeeh. }(

2008-08-06T18:38:00.002+08:00

it's not funneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh,
this goes out to Johnson, Faith & ShiYun. }(

skip whole boring lessons, :D
ate little after school,
coz had footdrill training @ 2.30. -,-
then i cannot lift & bang my left foot properly,
but i tried luh, :D
had NDP rehearsal @ 3.00. -,-
then they told us where to go after falling out.
must sit on th ground leh,
then my butt was was being cooked luh, D;
HOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT !
then th first round of rehearsal,
th ground was still hot luh,
then i stand there,
i imagined th soles of my shoes were melting,
i half-expected to feel holes on th soles of my shoes. ;D
more rehearsala, BLAH BLEH ! :D
at th canteen,
ShanJing was being stupid luh, -,-
keep saying i have LJ, -,-
so i said he have CB, 8D.
Johnson & Lizhen were childish luh,
kept splashing water on each other,
eyy, wait. not childish, ..
SO SWEET ! :D
LOL, then Jonhson started splashing water on me also,
splash until my shoe got wet, }(
then i got tired of waiting for th band to finish,
so walked home alone.
so sad, ):

TAG REPLIES:
johnson ; grr, say PIGGYMON one more time, i will splash water on you.
FAITH. ; PIGGYMON was a nickname for me by my brother & cousin coz of watching too much Digimon, when i was young. -,-
shiyun ; raaawr ! okay luh, i'm being nice to an injured person. ;p tagged back, (:

boo to th hoo, ):

2008-08-05T16:43:00.002+08:00

PIGGYMON ! gawd, tht nickname sucked. -,-

boo to th hoo, D;
we got scolded, D;
so much for 'Best Class'. ):
then th next lesson was science,
& we were like, very quiet. :x
then el, YIP even wrote tht we improved. -,-
then PE, th girls had to do 2.4km run, O_o
i never do coz of my knee, D;
i seriously wanted to do, okay ?
now, me & JingYi probably have to do with th guys nxt week.
shitty-shit-shit. -,-
then Lizhen made MichelleJie cry, ):
she's a big big bully yeah ?
i never did anything yet, i was damn hungry in recess. piggydy-pig-pig. -,-
then went up, saw everyone crowding arnd th usual place.
then they say Glen broke his arm, O_o
then JieMing keep wearing his specs.
he looked damn nerd luh, xD.
lent him my specs also, then he looked like girl, xD.
maths lesson, Lizhen played a fool yeah ?
she kept erasing Faith's star on th board,
then keep putting 'noob', 'lousy'. LOL. xD.
CD, talked abt th friday happenings.
groan, still must change into friday tee. -,-
but not bad luh, coz my uniform damn hot. -,-
history, had class test.
f_ck luh,
i think i will score very low, D;

after school,
lemon barley+waffle=lunch. -,-
didn't know what to eat luh,
then was talking with PeiYing & Lizhen.
then HongRong & QingFu kept acting like bloody fools.
keep hitting my head. wtf.
then at first i cannot run, then i very pissed already, i just run. O_o
man, they cured my knee just like tht.
is tht a good or bad thing ? >,<
then sat down in front of PeiYing,
which was beside Glen, >,<
no choice, no other seat & i was tired. -,-
then HongRong & QingFu were behind me then i suddenly turn arnd, beat QingFu's head.
f_ck, big mistake. >,<
my knee hit th table. i wanted to scream luh, D;
bought Milo, 8D.
then i was trying to piss ShanJing, then Johnson kept saying stupid stuff,
then i keep laughing. xD.
then HongRong was damn pissy luh, }(
keep calling me tht name, }(
then Glen was aying tht whenever they call me tht,
not only is it insult me, it insult him also.
agreeable.
but wait, 'insult' ?
did he read my blog before or something ? O_o
nehmind. -,-
then HongRond suddenly go say 'Mae Lim'.
wtf_ckity-f_ck-f_ck luh, _|_
then Glen asked which Lim.
f_ck man. got Johnson LIM, got Daryl LIM, got LIM ShanJing. }(
then HongRong say its ShanJing, double wtf. _|_
then Johnson & Daryl were chasing him,
as much as i wanted too also,
my knee felt like a needle was poking it. >,<
then Mr.Singh was being funneeeeeeeeeeeeeeh luh, 8D.
he took ShiYun's bag then keep saying its his bag, LOL. xD.
walked home alone after tht.
finished listening to th Secondhand Serenade album, :DD
th songs are nice luh,
i'd recommend 'Why'. (:
its loveleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh. :DD
then i reached th LRT station,
th first train was full.
waited for th next one,
then i never noticed Glen & Hongrong there, -,-

BOO to th HOO ! DDDDDDDDDD;
i wan cry luh, );
i wonder if i can go footdrill training tomorrow ..

raaawr !

2008-08-04T16:04:00.004+08:00

i tripped, D;

grr,
was walking to school with ShiYun,
then i tipped on th drain. }(
then i cannot walk properly,
but can still walk fast.
by th time i reached th classroom,
it was bloody luh,
some ppl even laughed tht i tripped. }(
damn painful luh, D;

jump to MT,
-sigh,
i am pathetic.
i'd love to share what i wrote on my foolscap,
but some things are to private to post on th blog.
it could lead to utter humiliation. -,-
let's just say,
i was hurt & relieved, at th same time, to write it down.
i know it may seem like i was desperate,
but at least i feel a bit free`er.
maybe i need a diary again so i can stop spilling my secrets to everyone. -,-

after school,
cannot remember Ms.Chan`s or Ms.Ng`s pigeon hole num.
nehmind, didnt managed to put th consent form.
hope it's not an uh-oh. O_o
put my bag in front of ShiYun.
then she was in bad mood,
so left her to find other sec1 ppl. -,-
then i returned,
Eugene was talking to her then she suddenly run. O_o
then i asked Eugene what happened.
then asked Daryl, QingFu & Marcus. their answer made more sense.
then i go to toilet go find her,
cannot find so went back to canteen.
she was sitting at th table.
then tried to comfort her luh, ):
then refilled her waterbottle for her,
i came back, she started crying even harder,
then th guys started crowding arnd us,
asking what happened.
then Johnson misunderstood what we said,
so we burst out laughing like shit. xD.
changed table, coz of th guys. -,-
then Johnson made her cry. -,-
then th rest were saying tht he made her laugh is enough, dun make her cry again. LOL.
then they were doing stupid faces which made me & shiyun laugh like nuts. (x
they were doing stupid crying-and-laughing-at-the-same-time faces. -,-

LRT`ed with Jamie, ShiYun & Michelle. bus`ed with Michelle coz of my bad knee.
then i washed my knee. O_o
f*ck man. _|_
i almost couldn't walk.

patched up with Faith,
her birthday present in my house made me miss her so much, ):
i promise not to do it again. (:

tag replies.

2008-08-03T16:54:00.002+08:00

TAG REPLIES:
TzeYee(: ; forgiven, just dun say again kay ? hahaha, sure. (: i try not to be emo already luh, & it's my bag tht is anti-emo. ;p ♥
Jeffry senior ; hahaha, it's not head, it's eye. xD. yeah, it was you.

rockin' ;D

2008-08-03T12:19:00.008+08:00

LizhenDarling. xD.

see th teddy bear ?

LOL, ;D

i fell in love with th teddy bear. ;D

Me, PeiYing & JunHao

Eos & Me, inside is Danna's head, xD.

th heart looks mighty weird. xD.

hahaha, both are my hands, thx to Eos for taking th pic. ;D

clockwise starting from th top, Maan, Danna, Ellaine, Eos, :DD

STAR ! 8D

Me, Eos, Maan. :D

ROFL, xD.

our favorite places on th playground. :DD

hahaha, ;D

my brother is such a gay. -,-

hahaha, pugot ang ulo. -,-

LOL, childish. ;D

Eos & Me :D

she's loved, :D ♥

th stolen shot, tht became a masterpiece, :D

~~Louis~~, Arbie & Eos, :D

~~Louis~~,th greatest pain tht ever lived in my life. -,-

yesterday was great, :D

i thought it was 9.45, when it was only 8.45. -,-
so i was hurrying thinking i might be late.
then i only realized in th LRT.
oh well, nehmind.
realized tht Glen was on th same train at BPP. -,-
got off at Senja to hang arnd th playground for a while since i'm 1 hr early. -,-
saw JieMing & he went off with Glen.
sat at th bench at Senja Grand there.
then got this Indian woman talk to me abt th bible.
and i was listening and agree`ing.
she and her friend went off,
then i was abt to go in th school,
when i heard my name being called by a familiar voice,
one & only Lizhen. ;p
then she was with Anna, Michelle, JingWen, Elisa, SuMin, Daryl, JunHao & Benjamin.
ShanJing & QingFu came,
hanged arnd th playground for a while,
JieMing, Glen & HongRong were sitting onn a far bench. -,-
went in th school afetr a while,
ppl started coming,
& Xinyi`steadd did th most wonderful thing, :D
she gave me th Secondhand Serenade, th latest album, :D
STEADD, ILY ! ♥ :D

bus`ed to Jurong East, MRT`ed to Causeway Point with Shiyun.
boohoo, nobody bought coz too expensive, D;

gave up & met up with th rest of th ppl,
and changed out of uniform.
went to food court for them to eat lunch.
hahaha, Lizhen completed th last level of th normal Lumines blocks. xD.

walked to IMM with PeiYing & JunHao.
HE/SHE was childish luh. -,-
but who cares ? at least he made th walk, NOT boring. xD.
JunHao left, to meet his MAMA ! :D LOL, (x
walked arnd IMM with PeiYing,
she bought a gold coloured waterbottle, :D
pretty pretty, 8D

MRT`ed back to Lot1.
met my parents & my brothers in Kiddy Palace,

MRT`ed to Yishun,
aww, Sembawang Park was cancelled, instead just at th pavillion outside their block.
ooh, i googled at th food, not coz i'm hungry. -,-
i ate so much tht day. -,-
but yet, i found myself with rice, BBQ, and 2 round of palabok. -,-
piggggggggggggggg. but nehmind. :D
oh-oh-oh ! there were at least four playground in sight, 8D.
we hanged out at th adventure playground.
oh yes, we are childish. 8D
then my brother suddenly say tht my blog url is,
ellaine wash ere. xD.
he said it like damn funny luh. xD.
then we were laughing like shit.
then i suddenly fall on my back. -,-
i was sitting on th slide then suddenly i was looking at my feet at th sky. -,-
as i said, laughed like shit.
then Eos & company came, :D
then we found this REAL snake skin. O_o
oh yeah, we had fun with it, (x
screams & laughter was all i could hear & my stomach was aching from lauging so much. xD.
camwhored & still laughed like shit. xD.
Maan & Danna left & everything was like damn quiet luh, xD.

had fun with th clouds with Eos, i was lying down again okay. -,-
then ~~Louis~~ borrowed my phone,
so i also borrowed his phone,
& man, was it unforgettable. xD.
hahaha, dun worry, i didnt read th sms`s, (:
just looked at th pics, (x
oh yes, he had a deeeeeeeeeep secret there. (x
then everyone tried to play Fall For You all at once, (x
hahaha, mine, ~~Louis~~`s, Arbie`s, Eos`s, Dynel`s.
LOL, we didn't succeed but we were close. ;p
they all took taxis home while we walked all th way back to Northpoint. -,-

then was walking & sms`ing ~~Louis~~ at th same time, (x
LOL, he was threatening to get back at me for looking at th pics, xDDDD.
then we was asking how i knew th name of th girl, (x
then he was teasing me like shit, (x
finally, sms`ed good nights. (x

th day was rockin' :D

saturday night

2008-08-01T19:59:00.003+08:00

nothing interesting happened.

i love NCDCC,
and i just realize today, th reason why i love it so much,
i'm th only person there tht is in my class, :D
how joyous, (:
had first aid practical,
woohoo ! 16/20 :D
me and Nadiah are th same, ;D
i could have gotten higher than her though. -,-
no fair, she did head and Leon helped her with the eye.
i only knew head and shoulder, only a little bit on eye.
i got 9/10 for shoulder,
7/10 for head.
grr, oh well, nehmind.
got our fire proficiency bandge, :DDDD
and i'd soon get my first aid badge, ;DD
i didn't mind th rehearsal,
in fact, i loved every standing second of it,
and i figured,
if i cant be a great friend,
i can be a great cadet who loves her cca even though ppl diss it.
hehehe, busy with NCDCC agend nxt week,
rockin' man ! :D
extra foordrill training on wednesday,
civil defence academy on thursday, ( woo hoo ! can skip class/assembly. :D)
NDP parade on friday, :D
one problem,
i dun feel like holding hands with some people if i satnd beside them,
in fact, i'd rather hold a guy's hand.
woah, i sacrifice so much.

went home alone,
to think,
if it was Eos, Maan, Danielle, Danna, Mae & ~~Louis~~ ..
what would they have done ?
would they have done th same thing ?
or th complete opposite ?
would they have understood how homesick i felt ?
how an outsider i felt ?
i want to talk to them oh-so much, ):
i miss all of them, ):
maybe th saturday night with them can cure me of my homesickness,
one night,
to go back in time,
where i felt no pain, regret or betrayal.
just me and other Filipinos, (:
i miss them so much, D;
i want saturday night to come,
let me skip saturday afternoon.

thx for th ppl who comforted me at my weakest moment,
th ppl who gave me a hug,
who bothered to ask what happened,
who gave me a pep talk i needed, (:

make me stop.

2008-07-31T17:52:00.002+08:00

i thought i'd be a week of no tears from me, ):
dear god, help me. ):

what's worse from being moody ?
being moody and moodswinging.
i have flu in th morning and they think i'm crying. -,-
i just wanted to rest okay ?
but daydream land was interrupted by Ms.Lin when she tapped my table. -,-
i wasn't even sleeping.
okay, i almost fell asleep, but give me a break,
my nose is sore from sneezing already,
and whenever i sneeze a biggie,
out comes a trumpet sound, prrrrrrrrrrrp ! -,-

had my usual drink and garlic bread.
then i was waling to th stairs with Michelle,
then suddenly water pours out from th sky,
then ShiYun and Faith was behind us,
then i wanted to see th bastard,
then i went out th shelter again,
and out comes more water. _|_
fuck man,
hit me once, shame on you. hit me twice, shame on me.
too bad this doesn't apply to me.
all four of us were trying to catch Benjamin, th culprit.
which is weird, in a way, coz,
he only splashed water on me and not th rest of them. -,-

for no reason,
i felt tired, ):
not tired as in, PE all day tht kind,
tired like, tired of living here.
sigh,

did th maths quiz with Michelle,
then went to th toilet,
then i come out,
Xinyi`steadd was crying, ):
then tried to comfort her,
TzeYee came, Stacia came, Lizhen came.
then we all tried to get her back so we can go to th hall.
hell no, i'm not telling why she cried.
dun cry already steadd, cheer up kay ? ILY, ♥

sat in front of JunHao during assembly,
behind was Michelle.
he was childish luh, }(
kept saying pissy things. }(
then ke keep hitting me.
then assembly was abt to finish,
then i wasn't in a good mood already,
he hit me damn hard then said pissy things. }(
then i look away,
then i started T.T
dont get me wrong, i dont cry at th littlest things,
in this case, th hits. -,-
i was just so angry until i cry, okay ?
then he and HongRong kept asking if i was okay.
then i cannot talk coz, for some reason, my lips were trembling.
then later i cry in front of them, so bit my lip. -,-

history remedial,
waffle-d, LRT-ed, bus-ed with Michelle.
she was being laaaaaaaaaaaaame luh,
th corny jokes, i mean. xD.
heeeeeeeey, i learned something new today,
she lives near me leh, :D
arnd LohJingYi`s, OngWanLin`s, MichelleTay`s, Edward Koh`s blocks arnd there.
LOL, lets just say near Kranji primary and th complex. ;p
since all four live in diff blocks,
like me, IvanChua and JaniceOng. ;p
BLEH.

sigh,
i miss my old life,
oh sure, there's more subjects even if you're just Grade 4.
english, math, speech, computer, tagalog, civics & culture, christian living, science, pe, art, home econ (forgot what it's called luh, but something like home econ).
think there's more though. 10++ subjects for Grade 4/Primary 4.
limited recess.
no ID, no entry.
high-priced food during recess tht didn't even tasted good, as i recall.
if you're in th star class, you go in th morning session.
if you're below average, you're posted in th afternoon classes.
sigh,
it may sound like hell to you.
but it sounds like heaven to me, right now.
i miss everything there,
th events, th ghost stories, th run-down playground inside th school, etc ..
so many memories kept inside ECS,
i wonder how to get them all back.
i dont want to go back to th school,
i want to go back in time.
so many things have changed sinced i went away,
i should be in 2ndYear/Secondary2 by today. ):

i miss Kiko/Kenneth th most, ): ♥

hehe, haha.

2008-07-30T20:00:00.003+08:00

Avenged Sevenfold, ♥
Secondhand Serenade, ♥
Simple Plan, ♥
LinKin Park, ♥

hehehe, i am addicted to them yeahs, :DD
i'm still trying to find th new Secondhand Serenade album, ):
oh well,
good things must wait, :D

posting to clarify,
in my defence,
there was no point tht i said i like him.
so, i'm saying this now,
i may have typed it, sms-ed it. but give me a time i said it in my voice,
there wasn't any.
tht was past now okay ?
and, it's becoming pissy when you ppl call me tht.
i seriously hate it. }(
why cant i live my life without anyone assuming tht,
what was then, is still now.
i want a break, please.
let me live my secondary life without anyone saying tht i belong to someone. }(
i am serioulsy speaking, or typing. whatever.
you ppl better stop it. }(

short`ieeeeee

2008-07-30T16:00:00.005+08:00

BOO !
short post, ;p
i'm tired.
this is th firsttime this week tht i went home straight away,
not really straight away though,
ate lunch in school, :D
tomorrow is history remedial, boooooooooooring. -,-
then friday is cca day. ):
groan,
i want th saturdays to come faster, :DD
as far as i know,
i'd be seeing th peeps every week,
i mean, if my father plays bball.
th best thing tht could happen is INUMAN !
woohoo ! rockin' :D
but i have sunday class th next day so,
probably will go home earlier than last times, ):
oh well, at least i high-ed with th peep, 8D.

TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. ; hahaha, oh yesh. he is. xD.
someone from 1B xD ; -,- i know who you are. ;p and, NO ! i dun like either of them okay ? PUI, uh.
FAITH. ; hahaha, yeah. tht's her. LOL, they were funneeeeeeeh yet disgusting. xD.

pui, uh.

2008-07-29T18:05:00.004+08:00

waiting for Johnson and ShiYun. -,-

hehe, haha, hoho, xD. so restless uh ? xDDDDDD

see ? steal my phone eh. -,-

i made a stupid bet. -,-

grrr, i am so stupiddddddddddddddd.
RAWR to Johnson & JunHao. }(
grrr, my head will become sore by friday.
JunHao was being stupid during recess,
still say he wan train me for NAPFA.
PUI, uh. -,-
stupid summary during eng.
prepared th BEARS during CD, :DD
hehehe, painted over my apple,
it looks better luh, :D

accompanied Xinyi, go General Office for her handphone pass.
then there, th trouble started luh,

we didn't want to go with you ppl okay ?
we just wanted to finish up our project can ?
why do you ppl have to be so unreasonable ?
can't you get your facts straight first before saying anything ?
i feel so angry.
i mean, what kind of friends are these ?
rubbish.
think abt what you ppl did can ?

then i was hungry but i wan try a diff stall.
so buy th chicken chop luh,
then i was waiting for Xinyi,
i remembered i havent pay for mine yet.
then i tried to tell th auntie,
then i cannot understand. -,-
so JunHao helped me luh,
but i still didn't get it.
in th end, i think i didn't hav to pay for th lunch.
auntie so kind, thank yous. ;D
ate and talked with Xinyi, JunHao and HongRong.
then Daryl came luh,
he left th rest of them. }(
then do, do, do th Geog project.
but then we didn't have glue so we practically did nothing leh. -,-
then talked to Johnson, JunHao, Daryl and HongRong.
but they were partly talking in chinese luh,
so nehmind, disturbed JunHao. ;p
then Xinyi left with Jiaqi.
then i talked to Johnson abt, what happened uh.
but they were being disgusting leh.
dirtyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy-minded ppl !
RAWRRR !
they were being idiots luh,
still wan me to answer th question, in chinese, if yes or no.
they were laughing like mad. -,-
then JunHao wanted to get th paper for th handphone pass,
then i also wan but,
Johnson wan to talk, so talked to him luh,
JunHao was being stupidddddddddddddd luh. -,-
then i gave up and let them gay arnd. -,-
it's disgusting yet amusing at th same time. xD.
waited for ShiYun until arnd 5.15

walked to Senja LRT with the lot,
then was crapping all th way.
we had to wait for Johnsomn to give back ShiYun's bag.
Johnson and Daryl dispersed,
then we four actually wan to take th 7 min LRT one,
then we just went in th one tht arrive already,
then just in time lor. -,-
HongRong got off,
then taught JunHao where to change th phone name,
stupid, dunno where to change bluetooth name. -,-
then talked abt NCC air, water and land while getting off.
grrr, pains me to say it but,
i actually wan to go NCC leh,
they just dont let girls in, in land,
but water and air can. }(
not fair luh.
hehehe, JunHao let me see his EZ-link card,
so cute neh, xD.

TAG REPLIES:
johnson ; th line is so ooooooooooold man. -,-
rachael ; LOL, dump luh. wont die one. xD.
shu heng ; hahaha, was chatting with you tht time right ? xD.
TzeYee(: ; huh ? wht abt th thursday post ? hahaha, love you too, DARLING ! x33 pui uh, i dont like him okay ? rubbish. }( saying tht i like him is an insult. PUI, uh.

BROKE ! :x

2008-07-28T19:50:00.004+08:00

grr, i hate moodswinging,
although you couldn't really help it. -,-

boohoo, Lizhen bi=ullied me, D;
i only take her bag coz ShiYun gave me,
then she smack me on th back, DD;
f_ck luh.
then i was squatting on th floor, T_T.
but stupidly, i was laughing also.
retarded. -,-
recess was rubbish.
JunHao kept hitting me, }(
then kept punching my fist.
then Johnson kept hitting my head.
okay, i said i was okay with you ________ but i didn't say i was okay with you hitting my head. -,-
hehehe, special thx to JieMing for th song, :D
english was same-old, same-old.
talk crap, eat shit. -,-
ended up sitting in front of JunHao in ACE,
groan, i wasn't really in a fantastic mood okay ?
so, kept telling him off then he showed me tht face again,
like i wasn't th boss of him.
sorry luh, not in a good mood. }(

then waited with ShiYun for Xinyi`stead and TzeYee`darling to go to plaza.
then was laughing, laughing, laughing till i wan pee, xD.
then Xinyi wan to go take her phone first so me, ShiYun & TzeYee cam`ed at th Jelapang LRT station th playground there. ;p
hahaha, my phone is empty coz we used ShiYun's one. ;D
cab`ed to plaza. Xinyi rich seh. 8D.

then Me and Xinyi dunno how to order in Subway, :x
ME and Shiyun same then she and TzeYee same, LOL. xD.
then at th table, they were partly talking in chinese luh, but i can somehow i understand uh.
hahaha, we were laughing like maaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaad.
hahaha, first we were talking abt th most chio ones.
then was most handsome ones.
then we were pairing ppl up, xD.
then ShiYun and TzeYee got temporary brain damage seh. -,-
they stupidly go and send ______ to ____.
not funneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh ! }(
then apologized to him and explained luh.
phew, he never replied.
then they still wan to tell me it's th opposit meaning.
i'm not chinese luh, but i know basics alright ?
i'm not stupid okay ?
ShiYun left then we three went to library,
LOL, we also never do anything. xD.
we were laughing, laughing, laughing and camming only. xD.
went to popular to buy stuff.
then we bought donuts.
then buy chocolate at Starbucks so we can do there.
then at 6.30, we still havent finish.
we saw HongRong then talked for a while then Xinyi go Four Leaves.
we laughed, crapped and talked all th way up.
Xinyi's uncle gave me a lift to Lot1, ;D
thank you so much, ;D
then i was walking out then i saw my mom,
then i ws like happy-happy luh,
you know why ?
'coz i spend so much until i left with so little money,
then she didn't believe at first luh,
then i slowly and partly told her what we did.
then she say she give me CIP money again on sat, ;DDDDDDDDDDDDD
so happy man, :DDDDDDDD
now, i gotta find a way to ask for class tee money. -,-
tough-ieeeee. x|

then teased and chatted with ShiYun and Johnson on MSN.
hehehe, i knew they were planning to tease me,
but i know something other's dont know,
so it totally backfired on them, as far as i know.
BLEH, ;p
being a middle person is not THT bad yeah ? xDDDDDDDDDD.
it rocks harder than anything else. xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.

wo ai ni = i love you
wo hen ni = i hate you
i know my basics okay ? i'm not stupiddddddddddddddddddddddddd. -,-

2008-07-27T18:45:00.002+08:00

boohoo, D;
my painting looks ugleeeeeeeeh ! -,-
the leaves are okay though,
i anyhow do them 'cause i couldn't remember how Mrs.Chan did it. -,-
but th apple is H-I-D-E-O-U-S !
it looks totally rotten. -,-
haiz ..
nehmind. -,-

hehehe, after break,
th teacher let us watch video in th hall, ;D
it's abt th history of cristianity. (:
it's nice can ? ;D
mass-ed then ate at KFC again. -,-
i'm tired of eating there. -,-
then went shopping with Dylan and mum, (:
hehehe, she gave in to my request, ;p
ZINC small sling bag. ;p
its cute luh, :D
home-ed, (:
as far as i know,
i only chatted with ShuHeng, Johnson and Xinyi today. -,-
so little ppl online, D;

hehehe, sorry for th friendship thingy chain letter but,
i'm a sucker for anything sweet, ;D
be it thought, gesture, words or just a lollipop, ;p

blah, bleh, blih, bloh, bluh. ;p

2008-07-26T14:54:00.003+08:00

hahaha,
okay, i'm in a better mood. (:

confirmed th CIP thing, ;D
hahaha, sell teddy bears in orchard road, (:
must support hor, ;D
then they say go for class gathering after tht.

had F&N class test.
quite easy luh,
but once again, got a few questions never answer. -,-
then Ms.Yee let us do whatever we want after th test.
played arnd with Michelle & EnYu.
they keep stapling my jacket. -,-
EnYu is siao siao num 3.
Michelle is siao siao num 4.
hahaha, xD.
then Ms.Yee tell me to pull down my skirt.
it isn't even tht short man. }(
then th rest of th ppl came,
then Lizhen took out th staples.
hahaha, siao siao num 5. xD.

cannot remember what happened during Math. -,-

during recess, at first i was in a fairly good mood.
then th ppl started talking in chinese so i left. -,-
then tried to find Michelle,
she was talking with EnYu they all,
then like very secretive so asked me to shoo away.
so in th end, sat back down on my chair with ShiYun.
then Johnson kept pulling down my hoodie.
then kept thinking, thinking, thinking until i broke down. ):
then i asked ShiYun for tissue then she saw me crying,
then she kept apologising abt tht thursday.
listening to her apologising made me cry even more. -,-
then i calm down a bit,
then she started crying also.
dunno who made her cry.
then Deena was hugging me until my eyes wan to pop out.
then Lizhen kept pulling me up. -,-
she grab my hoodie until i wan to choke leh. -,-

then dismissed luh.
went to toilet then see my eyes, very redish.

eat, changed then went up to classroom.
oh yesh, we haven't learned our lesson, :D
they were bullying EnYu.
then we were like talking, talking, talking.
then JunHao say i use th liquid kiwi to polish my boots.
rubbish !
then he and Benjamin kept stepping,
until i got furious luh. }(
then went down and polished boots.

then cca-ed.
hehehe, (:
never went for any test. :D
just footdrill-ed, (:
fun luh, :DD
learned marching. ;p

then went for NDP rehearsal. O_o
my legs are numb numb numb !

then changed into PT kit and waited for th rest of th peeps. (:
hehehe, was pestering Lizhen, xD.
then Xinyi came then she wan hug me but then she stopped cause she wan to hg Lizhen first, xDDDD.
hahaha, then Lizhen was complaining to th security guard.
hahaha, th security guard very funny.
played along and pretended to give Xinyi detention. xDD.
gave me a hug then she went off, (:
then JunHao followed her, x).
hahaha, then Daryl was saying tht whenever Xinyi goes already, JunHao follows.
hahaha, xD.
outside th gate,
we were crapping, crapping, crapping.
kept calling Lizhen, DARLING !
hahaha, then Faith called me DARLING,
then hugged then everybody was like, eewww ! xDD.
walked to Senja LRT with ShiYun, Faith, Johnson, Daryl, Glen, HongRong & ShanJing.

TAG REPLIES:
johnson ; LOL, what's with th evil laugh ?
TzeYee(: ; aww, so sweet, (: i will and ILYT ! ;D ♥

uh-oh. o_o

2008-07-26T11:19:00.002+08:00

crap. -,-
i just found out yesternight from my mom tht it's Jodel's birthday,
NEXT SATURDAY !
what ? you think it's no biggie ?
let's see ..
CIP is from 10.00am to 1.00pm
BBQ is after CIP all th way to who-knows-when. -,-
Jodel's birthday @ Sembawang Park starts at 6.00pm until high-possibility of 12.00midnight.
see ?
so packed man.
and only three things on schedule. -,-
-sigh, ):
oh yeah,
later post abt yesterday, ;DD

hahaha,

ths for cheering me up guys, (:

i love you DARLINGS tons, xD

♥♥♥

apologies, ):

2008-07-25T19:19:00.003+08:00

sorry, for breaking down during free period.
-sigh, idk.
i was thinking, and thinking, and thinking,
until i got homesick.
it's not because of ShiYun so dont blame her,
well, not entirely because of yesterday. -,-
i'm just sorry ok,
and thank you to th ppl who comfort me, (:
I love you guys, millions, ;D

will probably post again later. -,-

TAG REPLIES:
enyu ; hahaha, your name wrong spelling, ;p and it's okay luh, ;D hahaha, xD
rachael ; sure, (: will link you soon. ;D
jing wen ; hahaha, yes, i'm happy now, ;D
shiyun ; LOL LOL -,-
florence ; aww, 'specially'. hahaha, okay. ;D chat with you sometime, (:
PIGGY `peiying ; hahaha, like you're not emo-ing. ;p okay luh, wont already. (: ♥
' Xinyii.Steadd (: ; STEADDD ! :D aww, so sweet. (: i love you tons, dear dear steadyy. :D and, i will, (: ♥
FAITH. ; DARLING ! ;D aww, thx loads, (: ♥

more sighs

2008-07-24T20:33:00.003+08:00

-sigh,
ShiYun read my barcode post, ):
and she apologized for pang-seh`ing me.
-sigh,
but it's not just her tht i brokedown luh,
idk what to do already luh, D;

i dont feel like going to school,
hahaha, like my parents will let me skip. -,-
thursdays are th worse days of th week, }(
i have to go and prepare my uniform and polish th boots, }(
grr, th room is now very smelly leh, }(
-sigh,
someone distract me please,
i'm bored, ):

groans & sighs.

2008-07-24T16:10:00.022+08:00

i see Glen, PeiYing, Faith & QingFu.

bluuuuuuur.

who is who ?

JieMing and Glen, gaying. -,-

groan, i feel horrible. }(
so i just post pics during today's recess,
now, for a sad post, ):

its sad,
th way things are for me right now.
i often see Edward on th LRT but all i hear is a stiff silence.
he was my brother & th first one to know abt Ivan,
yet now, we drifted apart.
its sad,
th way i avoid 6a2'o7,
th way tht i felt left out of FruitTree.
th way tht FruitTree fought with each other & i couldn't side anybody.
its sad,
its hard,
but i guess it's me, ):

i couldn't help but feel left out,
back there in th hall.
and my thoughts raced back to what Madeline asked yesterday,
" anybody in your class, dislike you ? "
something like tht.
it stuck to my brain,
and i thought abt it.
i answered her,
"maybe, idk. i wouldn't know it if they talk behind my back. "
yeah,
th way i was treated today,
i couldn't help but feeling alone,
i sat there with noone to talk to,
listening to laughters arnd me, as i bit my tongue to stop myself from even smiling.
tears started pouring out,
and i tried my best to stop them.
as some of my tears were on stand-by,
JingYi turned arnd to ask me something but,
something stopped here.
she saw th few tears and asked who bullied me,
funny she should ask tht when minutes ago she said,
"bullying you is fun."
i tried my best to hide th tears,
but soon i lost and th rest poured out,
but JingYi wasn't looking anymore.
i was relieved.
but th question tht i thought was gone forever was back again,
"WHERE IS THE BETTER LIFE ?"
sigh,
i'd hav to wait until college until i can move out of Singapore,
and study in the Philippines.

' and i'm tired, of being all alone and this solitary moment makes me want to come back home .."

tired, ;p

2008-07-23T18:04:00.002+08:00

OMG ! :O
i'm freaking broke, x|
i think my wallet only has $1 inside,
and i still have thursday and friday to go, :x
i dun dare look in my wallet leh, ):
but nehmind,
it's for a good cause mah, :D
and can borrow money from brother, ;D

recess was idk. -,-
tried to cheer Michelle up.
then tried to cheer PeiYing up.
we kept beating each other until my hand went numb from hitting too much. -,-
then we tried to take the chair-leg-thing from Johnson.
then JieMing and Glen were being disgusting. -,-
then tried to cheer ShiYun up,
why everyone suddenly became emo-kia`s. -,-
READ TH BAG PEOPLE ! -,-
then Johnson was chiiiiiildish luh.
kept hitting my head, very pain leh.
then he hit my head until so hard, i dizzy. ):
then Deena go hit his back, :x
oops, i feel like it's my fault leh, ):
soooorry, D:

after school, ate in school 'cause i wantd to save money since going hard-core shopping later. -,-
Johnson and Michelle were being childish ppl. ;DD
then i almost choke on my food at what Michelle said,
'I'm Johnson and I like ShiYun.' LOL, xD.
Michelle retarded. xD.
hahaha, giggle-fit for everyone ! 8D
then dunno what ShiYun say,
'I'm Michelle and I like ..'
never hear leh, sad. ):
Lot1`ed with ShiYun and she ate at Quickbite.
then i cannot stand it,
i also buy.
i am a pigggggg. -,-
then i dun have Xinyi`stead's num,
so asked ppl luh,
first asked Glen, then JieMing, then JunHao.
all also never reply. -,-
ShiYun called JunHao to get Xinyi`stead's num.
then she and Madeline eat there.
then we were there until 4 or 4.15, i think.
then ShiYun left,
Me, Xinyi and Madeline went up to Zinc, trying to figure out what to buy.
then went to Mini Toons to buy .. hahaha, yet to be revealed. xD.
then they went and print pics but must wait for another 20 mins so we went to The Wallet Shop & buy .. yet to be revealed. xDD.
then they picked up their photos and we went up to library.
then after a while, th librarian go and kick us out. -,-
she was naggyyyyyyyyyyyy !
so everybody home-ed.

i very tired leh, ):
AND BROKE !
ARGH !
how to live. -,-
GAAAAAAAAAH !
dunno what to do liao.
think better wait for debt-repayment. x|

mp4

2008-07-23T12:35:00.003+08:00

hehehe, mp4`ing now. ;p
LOL, xD.
idk what to do leh. -,-
never pay attention to th teacher again. ;p
ooh, crapping. 8D.
i wan do th impossible quizzes. -,-
maybe th roller coaster also. 8D.
ZzZ, boooooooooooring ! -,-
almost everybody isn't paying attention. -,-
LOL, ;D
will post again later luh, :DD
hahaha, maybe i'll reply tags now.
yeah, maybe i will. 8D

TAG REPLIES:
Fathin:] ; hahaha, so hardworking, (: thx for tagging, (:
anna ; thx for tagging, (:
shiyun ; hahaha, thx for tagging, :D
TzeYee(: ; thx, take care too, ;D
TzeYee(: ; LOL, xDD.
shiyun ; thx again. ;p

balloooooon.

2008-07-22T18:09:00.003+08:00

recess, at first Michelle wasn't talking to me, ):
then Faith wasn't talking to me. D;
WHAT DID I DO WRONG ?
then i keep begging them to talk to me.
after recess, only Faith wasn't talking to me, DD;
then Math, i got my test paper, 26/30.
wth luh, i lost 2 marks because of carelessness. ):
but i couldn't stay emo 'cause,
one, JieMing was bullying ShiYun, xDD.
not really what i would call bullying though, xD.
hahaha, dont get me wrong but i supported BOTH sides.
LOL, :x
two, CD was hoots, ;D.
hahaha, Ms.Yee just bring some balls then th whole class kept laughing and laughing and laughing. LOL, xD.
third, the role play during history.
although that didn't last long. ):
then the lesson was so boring i didnt hear a thing.
you know why ?
i kept falling asleep. :x
OMG, TzeYee and Xinyi saw me falling asleep.
i could feel my head dropping and my eyes shuting man, :x
whats worse right, right after i jerked awake,
Ms.Lin mentioned tht th class was falling asleep,
oops, :x
then just a few minutes later, ShiYun fell asleep.
hahaha, TzeYee got sharp eyes leh, xD.

after school, walked down with Michelle and Faith.
kept disturbing Faith to talk to me, ):
sad right ?
then she finally talk to me, hahaha.
'cause she asked me if i want to eat at Greenridge.
then i said okay. (:
so Me, Faith, HongRong, Johnson, Liguo, Glen, ShanJing, Diyuan walked to Greenridge.
then while walking Liguo accidentally splashed Faith with dunno-what. -,-"
it was smelly luh, so she went home first.
boohoo, pangseh me to th guys. -,-
then th table very small. -,-
then DiYuan, Glen, Liguo & tht guy-who-i-dunno moved to another table.
so i was left with HongRong, Johnson & ShanJing.
then th guys were playing with th food. -,-
not playing actually, just snatching each others food. ;D
then Faith came, sent me songs,
hahaha, THANK YOU ! :DD
then th guys became childish laaaaaaah ! -,-
they went and take th balloons.
stupid, childish, immature people. -,-
then while we were walking Liguo keep hitting my head with th balloon. -'-
i dont enjoy getting hit on th head, mind you all. }(
then Faith went home so i was th only girl again.
so sad right ?
then th guys went to th basketball court.
i actually want to play basketball also but,
skirt and basketball just doesn't add up.
so i went home alone. ;D
then i was walking then i heard Liguo shout my name then th rest cannot hear clearly. -,-
someone tell me what he said !
PS: lazy to reply tags. maybe later or nxt post. ;D

i dont particularly like being called a bitch.
take note, i didn't threw a tantrum when you did,
for both times.
that's 'cause i really didn't expect it.
i thought you're quite okay,
except for th fact tht you're violent.
i help you in a lot of things & this is what i get in return.
it may have been a joke to you,
but it wasn't for me. }(

stupid questions.

2008-07-21T16:28:00.002+08:00

the front door is stuck locked, AGAIN.
not my fault. }(
JunHao slammed it when i was chasing him. }(
okay, nehmind.
skip, skip, skip lessons, :DD
recess was silleeeeeeeeeh. xD.
ShiYun was complaining abt how their chinese lesson sucks.
they i say i love chinese lessons, coz can SLAAAACK ! :3
hahaha, xD.
then Johnson they all kept asking me stupid questions, in chinese. -,-
first question, i think they were asking me if i was a girl. -,-"
second question, asked me if i got watch porn.
then i shot them back th question, then they say everyday they can see one.
wtf. -,-"
third question was hoots for me, xDD.
i think i understood. i think they were asking me if i have brothers ?
then i not sure if correct so, i told them this,
did you know that didi, in my language, means th boys cock ?
then they started laughing like nuts.
hahaha, didi=titi=coooock. xDDD.
hooooooooooooorny, but true. xDD.

jammed pack. (:

2008-07-20T00:01:00.005+08:00

hahaha, my new pouch. xD.
EOS ! 8D.
eat pizza. -,-
Baby&th Beast. xD.
feeling at home. -,-
hahaha, >.< LOL, guess who's beside me. -,-
hahaha, Dylan took this, not me. xD.
hey peeps, (:
it's midnight so,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DEAR DADDY ! :DD

Tito Noel, Tito Jesse, Tito Noga, Toots, Eos & ~~Louis~~,
came today, :DD
LOL, xD.
crap-ed BIG time, man. xD.
~~Louis~~ was a pain. }(
he read all my chats. D;
fuck luh, very private one leh. }(
at first, he was reading those not-so private ones,
then Dynel went & told him th ppl i usually chat with, }(
namely, Johnson & Faith. }(
fuck luh.
ate pizza, 8D.
then me & Eos were talking abt how th schools always check on students blogs,
then i told her tht they use google to search.
'coz i tried to type in our names before then our blogs came up.
tht's why i dont write my full name here. -,-
so we tried luh,
we even tried Dynel's, Danielle's * ~~Louis~~'s. xDD.
then we came to Tita Malou's blog, :x
then she read lor. -,-
then i used th com, check other ppl blogs,
chat with Lizhen & everybody else in th convo but not talking. -,-
then i played the impossible quizzes.
then suddenly everybody was arnd me,
then stupid ~~Louis~~ keep snatching th mouse. }(
then we had camera fight. ;p
i took his pics, he took mine.
then we borrowed each others phones.
bluetoothed songs from his &,
hahaha, erased mine but i uploaded his before he erased it. xDDDDDD.
then went to th other room.
then ~~Louis~~ followed also with Dylan.
Dylan was on high mode man. xDD.
nag-lalambing to Eos. ^-^
they th two boys were being irritating. }(
then went out again,
then went in our room again.
Dylan was playing ball with ~~Louis~~,
then hit me, }(
then tried to hit ~~Louis~~ but he kept calling peace tayo.
grrr, thts my weakness leh, so i no choice but to let it go.

night's conclusion: jammed pack with fun. :DD
didn't realize how much i missed them. xDDDDDDDD.

idk, ):

2008-07-19T14:44:00.002+08:00

got back from Starnival,
idk what i feel, ):
i know it's great to be back in KPS,
but something felt wrong, very wrong.
i was walking around alone, which isn't a big surprise,
but from all th ppl I saw,
only Janice & WanLin stopped & said hi to me.
i felt, lost. ):
i wanted to get out of there as soon as possible. ):
walked arnd th school to clear my mind,
not much has changed,
they were still using the same poster for 4 years,
th one behind the screen projector. -,-
there were new fishes in the tank in th science hub.
& i think th most has changed is,
the games corner by th toilets, which is now a basketball hall of fame STILL by th toilets. -,-
oh yeah, th emerald garden is beautiful too. (:
-sigh, so many things has changed yet, so many thind stayed th same. ):

went to Lot1,
bought a twin handphone pouch. :DD
but now, i'm broke. :x
oh well, i'll get my allowance tomorrow. (:

TAG REPLIES:
♠PEIYING ; hahaha, it's never too late. ;DD

-BLEH :p

2008-07-18T18:42:00.002+08:00

school was boring as usual,
recess was no different from befores. -,-

after eating lunch,
changed into my uniform & went up th classroom.
found Glen & Benjamin screeching th chairs.
then screamed at them to stop,
then after a while,
went out of th classroom & covered my ears.
then i went back in, they were using those chair legs things, with Lizhen, banging them on th table.
irritating. -'-
then got this senior go th classroom & scold us,
then on th senior block, have a few teachers looking out to us, with a camera. -,-
fuck luh, i wearing NCDCC uniform leh,
later, go & punish me. -'-
went down with ShiYun, told PeiYing what happened,
then went down to th canteen.
then me, ShiYun, Michelle & Faith were damn pissed with th guys. }(
then Lizhen still can smile. }(
Anna & EnYu went down, told us abt th fight btwn Anna & Johnson.
went up, 'cause i left some worksheets & class lists up there.
-sigh, th guys didn't seemed to be bothered abt th fact that they were caught in camera.
they were laughing, laughing & lauging as i walked away. stupid. -,-
experimented with my hair, HAHAHAHA ! xD.
i tried Lizhen's hairstyle, damn weird leh. xD.
then we were talking abt th camera thing luh,
then Lizhen suddenly go say sorry.
'now then you say sorry uh.' LOL, xD.
cca-ed,
revised on first aid practical, boooooooooooooring ! }(
but very hard leh, later i fail, :S
we were supposed do th campcraft but it was drizzling so,
did knots instead,
easy-peasy man ! :DD
sure pass one, hahahaha, xD.
home-ed with Lizhen, Deena & Ummairah.

haven't started on th reflection thing,
got Starnival to go to tomorrow,
church on sunday,
i am dead man, :x

TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. ; hahaha, thx. (:

lol to th max

2008-07-17T19:01:00.003+08:00

hahaha, pics are up. :D
go class blog if you want to LAUGH. xD.

okay, th day.
stayed back after morning assembly to meet th NCDCC teachers,
O_o they were pissed man, good thing Mr.Teoh wasn't there.
only Ms.Ng & Ms.Chan.
scold those ppl who haven't been coming. -,-
serves them right, we train ourselves to death then they slack. -'-

went up & found my pencil box missing, i swear i packed it ! }(
then had debate btwn girls & boys again, LOL.
fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuun man. xDDD.
then th lesson was ending, then i heard a crash behind,
they were throwing my PENCIL BOX ! }(
ARGH ! }(
then i found out my wallet was missing also,
the culprit ? CaiXinyi. -,-

slack during MT, -,-

Lit had test, easy-peasy dude. but Mr.Goh was in an awfully bad mood. -,-

Recess was usual, hit there, bully here. -,-
typical recess of oneB,
then ShiYun was stepping on Faith's chair, then Faith suddenly go & kick it. :x
then naturally, she fell luh. then Mr.Goh was asking what happened but everyone was so busy laughing. xD.
then dunno where they take chairs from,
then Liguo suddenly go & scold Lizhen.
WAHAHAHA, i laughed until stomach pain leh. xDDDDDDD.
i didn't even understoood what he said, just those CB, CB, CB. -,-
then Lizhen's reaction also very funneeeeeeeeh. xD.
everybody around us where laughing like shit man. xDDDDDD.

then Ms.Yee came, scold th class. ):
then as i sat down, i felt th chair was different,
it was wobbly & my bag was on it.
fuck luh, damn pissed leh. }(
i wanted to scream but Ms.Yee was outside.
in th end, went to take Lizhen's chair.
damn pissed man. }(
then we were doing th workbook,
then i was easing a bit 'cause i was trying to draw Glen,
cause ShiYun randomly press th claculator, then whichever GUY's index number it is,
i try to draw him realisticly. xD.
th drawing looked like craaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap ! xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD.
i better finish those sketches so i can draw realistic ones. xD.

Math test was easy. xDD.
for th first time evr, in my whole life,
i answered EVERYTHING in a maths paper. 8DDDDDDD.
serioudly, i'm so proud of myself man. xDDDDDD.

in th hall, after th assembly, was crapping with Michelle & JunHao.
Mrs.Liaw was talking abt blog-bullying or whatever. -,-
then JunHao kept saying, 'ya lor, Mae. ya lor, Michelle.'
then Mrs.Liaw was talking abt bullying like taking other ppl's stuff,
Me & Michelle kept saying, 'ya lor, JunHao.'
hahaha, xD.

waited for my thumbdrive with YIP after school,
for th sec1 camp pics.
i was standng there for like a good 10 mins leh. }(
i can find more better ways to spend those 10 mins. }(

i gave up from you. (:
it's not worth my time. (:

the fun thing abt your own love stories,
you can choose to pause it,
end it,
or make it last forever. (:

TAG REPLIES:
j.kor ; hahaha, thx for tagging. ;D
Xinyi(: ; STEADDDDDD ! hahaha, our theme song. :DD ILYT ! x33
TzeYee(: ; hahaha, thx so much. (:
SHANCHIH- ; will link you soon alright ? (:
passer-by ; hees, thx & thx for tagging. (:
shiyun ; LOL, thx for tagging. :D

SEC1 CAAAAAAMP ! :DDD

2008-07-17T16:30:00.003+08:00

hahahahaha, xDDDDDDDDDDD.
sec1 camp pics so funneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh, xDD.
LOL, didn't see me leh. ;p
hahaha, but YIP says still hav some more. :x
nehmind, wont send it. xD.
MWAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA ! xD.
will be for my personal laughs. xP.
photobucjet is damn slooooooooooooooooooooooow man. -,-
oh well, ;p

will post again later,
after i finished editing th pics. ;D
check it out later. ;DDD

sad, ):

2008-07-16T19:18:00.001+08:00

boohoo,
my thighs, shoulder & biceps ( LOL, xD ) very pain leh, ):
i cannot walk properly. ):
some more, my legs keep shacking uncontrolablly whenever i stand up. );
i want to cry leh, ):
later cannot go cca,
die liao. -,-

NCDCC ROCKS ! :DD

2008-07-16T18:44:00.002+08:00

hahahaha, i laughed, and laughed, and laughed. xD
passed by a random blog, & i saw a WONDERFUL post. :DD
th ending sentences were something like,
'just so everyone is clear, NPCC, NCDCC and ST. JOHNS rocks harder than any other UG cca`s in th whole world !'
something like tha, >.^
hahaha, then i go tag as a passerby,
'hi, im an NCDCC cadet, but from other school. my class th NCC ppl also like that.'
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. xD.
hahaha, did i forget to mention tht she was dissing her class`s NCC cadets ?
LOL, xD.
they, meaning 1B`s NCC cadets, probably wont see this so i'm safe,
unless somebody big-mouths. -,-
YOU WILL BE DEAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD ! }(
hahaha, ;D

probably best if i let go of th heart balloon.
no point yearning for something that isn't going to come true,
it was proved to me today,
life's like a balloon,
once th fun stops,
it's either let go,
or it pops. ):
-sigh, my stories always ends up like this,
i'm sick & tired of it.
so,
cry me a blood bath.

hees, ;p

2008-07-16T15:57:00.002+08:00

blog fixed. ;D
TAGS WANTED. ;p
i'm trying to find a better background. -,-
should i ?
&btw, can you hear th music ?
its supposed to be, All Good Things Come To An End. :DD
& its suppose to be below th tagboard.
i cant hear & see it. -,-

i counted at least 6 sighs during Geog.
when Mdm Lee told us we can rest, went to Michelle to tell her why.
i should be grateful i didn't cry.
but i guess it was stupid of me for that. -,-
1 for Math, since all we did was WS, WS & WS. -,-
2 for Eng, surprised ? that's coz i forgot to count how many. -,-
laaaaaaaaaaaaaaame. -,-
okay, moving on, ;p
recess did, once again, wonders to my mood. ;D
was sitting on Faith's chair with Michelle,
then she suddenly give me Glen's pencil box, -,-
she kept calling Glen then by th time he turned arnd, i put it down. ;p
hahaha, ;D nice try Michelle. ;p
then th second time she try,
i threw it to his table,
then he saw me throw. xD.
then Michelle kept laughing & laughing while we argued.
naughty Michelle. }(
then play play play.
then i hit Lizhen 1 time, she hit me 3 times.
very pain leh. );
i actually cried leh, D;
just that PeiYing & Lizhen were making me laugh,
then i was half-crying, half-laughing, LOL ! xD retarded. -,-
then they were bullying ShiYun again, sad. ):
i shout, they also wont listen, then Michelle keep saying 'what kind of friend are you ?' LOL, ;D
then in th end, JunHao hit ShiYun's head then got blood clot. O_o
childish ppl. -,-
hahaha, everybody played th impossible quiz 2 during mp4, xD.
asshole JieMing go and destroy th game. -'-
i was finishing then he go and purposely move my hand,
then game over, -,-
had science test after,
quite easy luh, i just forgot some things. :x
stayed back for a while with Michelle, Faith, Sumin, ShiYun & Tricia`ah-mah. ;D
hahaha, th boys reaction to Tricia`ah-mah was damn funny leh. xD.
then Tricia`ah-mah has super powers. 8D.
hahaha, she can read mouthing words leh, ;D
i very noob in it. -,-'
hahaha, laaaaaaaaaaaaaame ! 8D

2008-07-15T19:39:00.002+08:00

i'm not satisfied with my work. -,-
will put in th cbox & imeem nxt time. -,-
hahahaha, ;D

no mood, }(

2008-07-15T16:01:00.002+08:00

-sigh, Faith wanted me to post,
so here i am,
changed my blogskin again,
sorry to ShiYun, i will get back to you pri.6 class blog soon, k ?
& see how cute th song is ?
hahaha, its supposed to be Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade,
but since i couldn't find th original one,
hahaha, used this cute one instead. :D
-sigh,
all i could do is sigh right now. ):

honestly, this morning,
i thought it'd be a great day for me.
boy, was i wrong, oh-so-very-wrong.
okay, so, PE wasn't THAT bad,
hees, 33 pull-ups made wonders to my mood,
to bad my pride took over. -,-
you see, i told JunHao & Eugene that if any guy can beat my 33,
i'll whack myself on the head.
bloody Danial went until 34. -'-
nehmind, but i didnt wanted anybody touching my hair,
so i ran away from JunHao, :x
it's starting to look like my fault right ? yeah, it probably was. -,-
after PE was recess,
so everything started there,
at first, i was just playing arnd, then slowly i got pissed off.
then when Mrs.Yip came, JunHao hit my head. -'-
tried to hit his head also but YIP saod something,
which pissed me off so-so much. -'-
after that, i didnt want to be disturb, good thing we did compre.
wrote some things on my foolscap after finishing,
i just wish ..
-sigh,
ShiYun kept trying to make me smile all during CD, -sigh,
in th end of CD, Ms.Yee got angry so changed our seats. -,-
aww, pity a lot of ppl leh, ):
esp. ShiYun, Faith & Peiying. ):
i think Faith & Peiying got the worst seats i could have thought of.

better life, ..
where are you ?

2008-07-15T08:43:00.002+08:00

hahaha, in IT lab now. ;p
LOL, I AM BORED !
-SIGH, ):

felt like my head was going to burst yesternight.
so saved the convo in my thumbdrive, ;p
later, bloody asshole brother go & read. }(
blooooooooooooooooooooooooody broooooooooooooooooooooooooother ! :DD
-,- lame.

wahaha, ;D

2008-07-14T16:58:00.002+08:00

LOL, ShiYun & Jamie was late to meet me,
'cause ShiYun lost her wallet. -'-
after the day, she owes me $8.20, O_o
i feel so broke now. x|
hahaha, nehmind. ;p

before going to the hall, kept calling Lizhen retarded 'cause she keep pushing me until i bump into the wall & some people. -,-
during MT, ME, ShiYun & Lizhen were talking & playing arnd.
then, i took out my wallet to lend ShiYun 10 cents to call her mother abt her wallet,
then Lizhen took 4 $1 coins. -,-
showed her a funny face then she say, 'see ? you also a retard. hi, retard ! :D' then we shook hands. LOL, xD.
then showed it to JunHao across the room. for what ? i also dont frickin know.
then, kept asking her to give it back, then still dont want.
then before Maths lesson, she gave me one.
-,- she kept saying she take no more. -,- retarded.
went for dental checkup, then managed to get back my $3, -,-
JunHao crapped all recess man.
he sucks to the core. -,-
they bullied me in ACE lei, ):
Marcus, ShuHeng, Lizhen, Enyu, JunHao, Sumin ganged up on me. ):
-,- made me ______________________________________________________. ;p
went for the Humanities thing,
YAY ! oneB HAS WON IT ! :DDDDDDDDDDD

chatting with ShiYun,
ShiYun & Daryl,
ShiYun & Glen.
right now. ;p
hahaha, i am laughing my ass off. xD.
although i shouldn't. -,-
BOO TO ME ! }(
& those who wont accept her apology. -,-
feelingless retards. -,-

hahaha, ME, ShiYun & Xinyi`steeead,
is planning to combine for _____'s present. :DD

easier said, than done. ):

2008-07-13T17:20:00.003+08:00

hahaha, missed it here. (:
so relaxed, xP.
my greatest fear, :x LOL, xD.
i'm on top of the slide shade. 8D
i say, -SMILE (:
hahaha, self-timer is fun. :D
LOL. Dylan is trying to PEACE ! hahaha, :D
I'M SLIPPING ! xD.
err, sorry. no, i'm not. (:
oh yes, i am. (: {taken by Dylan. :D}
memories came flooding back. (:
psst, they are BBQ`ing in the back. xD. yummy. :x

yesterday was fun. :D
sad that Eos, Danielle, Adiel, Raplh & that jerky-little-crapass couldn't make it. ):
oh well, ):
we were the first ones there. -,-
didn't want to go swimming yet, so i took out an Archie comic, my phone, my headset & laid down on one of the beach chairs.
after i read finished, played with Dylan at the playground just beside the BBQ pit.
hahaha, we self-timer`ed my phone & took pics. ;p
then Maan, Ate Mae, Danna, Ella & Dyara came.
bugged me until i gave in & went swimming.
basically, we just crapped & high`ed.
especially when Toots joined us. :D
hahaha, we played this game where we throw coins in the pool & whoever team gets the most amount of coins win. :D
we lost thirty cents while playing the game. -,-
& my eyes hurt so much, it watered.
waa, they stung so much. );
so, i floated & closed my eyes for abt a good 5 mins.
BLAH BLAH BLAH.

i love church so so much. (:
i just hope i have someone to talk to there.
the youths are mostly from Assumption English & ZhengHua. sad, ):
i just love my cross necklace. :D
i'm wondering if i could wear it hidden during school. :x

'you have to risk telling the person you love that you love them, if they reject you, at least you tried.'
-sigh,
some things are easier said than actually done. ):

its hard, ):

2008-07-12T11:22:00.003+08:00

ugh, wont be online later. ;p
so, if you want to talk, call or sms at night. :D
i'd love a good chat after crapping all day. ;p
many thanks & many loved. :3

it sucks,
to see you two fighting all the time,
i wonder who's right & who's wrong,
but somehow, there's always a little bit of that in each sides.
i'm not saying that i hate being always in the middle of you two,
if you two patch, it makes me feel great,
if you two dont, i ask myself where did i go wrong ?
it's hard,
to get angry at two people you know so much abt. ):

i need this day,
to forget the troubles for a while,
to ask someone else on their opinion,
it sucks, you know.
that, they have to live so far away here,
that i seldom see them.
oh, how i miss them all. (:
even that jerky-little-crapass. :x

angry ? idk.

2008-07-11T18:58:00.004+08:00

NeoJunHao IS A CRAPASS ! }(
first, he lied that Mrs.YIP had my rubber band. }( still dare reply me with 'Lols'.
second, he almost hit my head with the bottle.
third, he kept stepping on my chair, until so dirty.
LASTLY, he kept bugging me abt -AHEM. piggggggggggg.

my feet are aching. ):
waa, hope i still have the strength to go swimming tomorrw. :DD
hahaha, condo/swimming/catch-upwith-friends TIME ! :DD
uh-oh, i am so dead. xD.
we just did footdrills for 2 hours straight. }(
then still have this NDP rehearsal thing. }(
standing still for a whole hour is not the kind of fun i like. }(

i looked stupid, oh yes i think i did. }(
tie hair in half then tie the bottom half also is stupiddd.
i felt like a had a tail sticking out of my head. -,-

still angry ? i just plain dont know.

TAG REPLIES:
FAITH. ; hahaha, i knew that of course. ;p it's just that it bugged me. ):

2008-07-10T18:55:00.005+08:00

crapass. :D
i learned a new word today. :B
hahaha, okay, enough with the previous negatives.
i've calmed down a bit.
just enough to laugh at today's happenings before the BIG piss off. -'-

aww, morning, Lizhen was bullying Faith, as usual. -'-
locked her out of th classroom. -,-
tried to get them to stop, but i was too busy laughing & i was practically out-numbered. -,-
science was okay-okay. th teacher is very very nice leh. :D ♥
hahaha, math was a bunch of hahahas. xD. played around with Xinyi, TzeYee, Faith{still angry.}, PeiYing & Lizhen. :DD
IT was COLD. hahaha, after th task, ShiYun & Faith{still angry.} were crapping beside me. hahaha. xD. then, the guys started gaying arnd. not surprising. -'-
was chasing Elton during recess. he found an old letter by ME & ShiYun. we were chatting that time during MT. ass luh, him. -,-
EL, do i need to say it ? B-O-R-I-N-G plus, before th lesson, th guys were playing arnd taking ppl's hairband. then they go take my extra one, not the heart one fortunately. ;p then YIP go & confiscate. note: this is were i started getting pissed off. -'-
i was both day-dreaming & paying attention in Geog. it was like, my lips refused to break apart man. piss off level was definitely rising. WARNING !
fortunately, assembly made me calmed a bit. :D
it was nice. :D got these NY people go & dance. :D i want th songs. ;DD ♥
after school, went home alone. sad right ?
'cause ShiYun said she wanted to go via Petir but i dont want, so i go to Senja.
bought Double Choco & Shroom burger for lunch. ;p
while waiting for my Double Choco, called ShiYun 'cause got a few missed calls.
then she told me th story. -'-

okay, enough.
i was calmer just now.
remembering is making it worse.

stoooop.

2008-07-10T16:33:00.001+08:00

you are stupid. oh yes, you are.

you are stupid, you know that ?
so what if they said yes ?
the never listened what.
we already told you people for how-many times. }(
you asked again & again for how-many times,
still dare to say, it was our fault.
that was just plain stupid,
NeoJunHao.

i hate mood swings,
who loves mood swings ?
'cause i dont. }(
retarded. -,-

calm down, dude.

2008-07-10T15:42:00.007+08:00

oh yes, i'm pissed off.
but first, let me tell you something,

i am selfish,
i am rude,
i am childish,
i am impatient,
i am insecure.
but if you can't handle me at my worst,
you definitely don't deserve me at my best.

i am pissed off,
did i tell you i was pissed off ?
'cause i am.
oh yes, i am. }(

we told you we don't need to go.
you were angry, so you didn't listen ?
firstly, we gave Ms.Yee the info already. she can take care of it.
secondly, she never told us to go.
thirdly, if we DID go, what would you say there ?
& LASTLY, you people were the one who wanted to go to beach, so what is wrong with this ? you people didn't want to go to old folk's home yourselves. }(

childish.
still want to blame ShiYun for this. }(
still scold vulgarities at her. }(
you suckers just messed up my mood. }(
i am despising you suckers right now. }(

will write abt the day later, IF i calm down. }(

TAG REPLIES:
Xinyi(: ; STEADYY ! :DD hahaha, yes you are very good. ;D ILYT steadd ! :DD

conclusions

2008-07-09T15:40:00.002+08:00

okay, i've got a few conclusions,
one, the class tee is REALLY setteled this time.
two, my specs are purple on the inside, pink on the outside, so it's easily both.
& lastly,
NeoJunHao sux. -,-

grr, everything is like floating whenever i wear my specs. >.<
-SIGH, hope i get used to it soon.
one thing's great. :DD
my specs case can be used as a hiding place for my phone. ;D
hahaha, especially with my old specs inside, it's invisible. ;DD

during recess, went down to buy food for Michelle, Faith & ME.
after eating, HongRong gave JunHao, ShiYun's handbook.
tried to get it back from him.
it was a cycle between JunHao, Benjamin & Marcus. -,-
then chase chase chase until they also take my handbook.
screamed like mad. -,-

after MP4 also went and chase him. -,-
almost got caught by Mdm.Lee & Mrs.Loe. ;p
but it wasn't my fault.
people do stupid stuff when pressured,
or angry.
right ?
grr,

science also like that.
he was giving out the practical book,
then before he gave my book,
he said, 'This is for Glen.'
grr, almost stabbed him in the eye if it wasn't for Glen.
hahaha, he called him f*cker then pushed him.
hahaha, i was disappointed he didn't fell down on the floor. xD.

went home with Tricia & ShiYun.
at the LRT station, we were talking abt a certain class pic. ;x
then when the LRT came,
we started sharing our past 'tragic love story'. ;D

ShiYun: Senja - BP
Ticia: BP - Phoenix
ME: Phoenix - South View

holy crap.
mine was the longest man.
honestly, i'm surprised.
i was sure i couldn't finish the story before we get off at CCK.
yes, it was that tragic. LOL.
man, i would die if Eos sees this. xD.

2008-07-08T20:00:00.002+08:00

hahaha, i am confused man.
is my specs pink or purple ?
hahaha, or pinkish-purple ?
you decide. ;p
LOL.

TAG REPLIES:
D!no ; hahaha, thx for tagging. (:
michelle ; hi michelle. (:
shiyun ; hahaha, i thought you would. ;p

2008-07-08T15:31:00.002+08:00

school was great ? not ? pfft.
again, depends on the time of day. ;p

ZzZ, got scolded by YIP two times. -,-
do you think i care ?
also for stupid reasons. -,-
i was drawiing a smiley face on a piece of paper,
& i highlighted a sentence instead of a word. stupid. -,-
anyways, hahaha, played badminton during PE. :DD
at first was with PeiYing then with Faith then with ShiYun. :DD
it was fun okay ? :DD so long never played badminton. ;p
YAY ! the class FINALLY agreed on the class tee design. :D
no more follow-ups okay ?

hahaha, getting my new specs today, :x
yeah, it's pretty expensive, ~~$254~~. :x
so, i probably won't get any extra allowances. :x
plus, if it gets broken, i probably will just get those cheap kinds. -,-
LOL. i also never choose it, i just said it was nice 'cause it was purple.
although i wanted a green colour. -,-
my mother say purple is better 'cause uniform is purple. -,-
never mind, i love purple also luh. :DD

huh,
who thought confessing to you was the best thing i've done ?
no teasing peep from you all day.
let's see how long you can keep it up. (:
remember, i trusted you. ;)

tag replies on th next post okay ?
hahaha, also so little tags. ;p
i think i want to take out my tagboard already if also no people tag liao. :DD

random liao, 8p
green, purple, orange, blue are LOVED MUCH MUCH ! :DDDD

2008-07-07T14:00:00.003+08:00

i do the stupidest things under pressure, you know that.
grr, i dont know now.
wish i could turn back time ?
or hope i can trust him ?
stupid pressure. }(
if he says something, i could kill him on the spot, if he doesn't run.

tag more leh, peeps. ):
i know some of you are always here. -,-
WAA ! DD;
TAGS WANTED ! ):